i'm really sick of things. seriously. i've taken a step back and thought about things today (probably because i was lying in a bed and puking all day) but seriously, i have no life. i want so badly for something exciting to happen, and i don't mean a random party somewhere, i can find that when i feel like it. i need something different. someone ( Read more... )

Would someone please call a surgeon
who can crack my ribs and repair this broken heart
that you're deserting for better company

I can't accept that it's over
and I will block the door
like a goalie tending the net
in the third quarter
of a tied game rivalry

so just say how to make it right
and I swear I'll do my best to comply

tell me am I right to think ( Read more... )

the past 5 days have felt like an eternity ( Read more... )

fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

i need a lil help from you fine people ( Read more... )

i don't know why this is bothering me ( Read more... )

i think i've got it ( Read more... )

LJ Interests meme results

1. beer:
   beer ah yes, i don't see it all that much anymore since i live with my mom and dad now. it is good, and i miss it.
2. california:
   sanfran
   that's all that i can say. and maybe beautiful redwoods, the ocean, laid back people...
3. coffee:
   buh. i make it everyday
4. drinking:
   yes. water replenishes the mind and body. alcohol makes ( Read more... )

i just want to scream. i cannot live here. i've been here for freaking 3 days. i'm going fucking nuts. i don't know what's wrong with me. i need my space, and it's like everywhere i go, there's mom antagonizing me, and there's dad being crabby about something. neighbors are constantly coming over "you made a good choice moving back here" and "so ( Read more... )

it's been over a month since i've last updated, and a lot has happened/is happening ( Read more... )