I'm feeling better now that I'm, like, showered...and now that I realize that I don't have to see *some people* ever again if I don't want to, and especially if we don't do a specific show next summer...I love the whole group at Stages, and I'm going to miss everyone a lot. I made a mistake last night...not a big one, to me, but socially it was ( Read more... )

Nothing seems right. It's strange...it's like I have to guard what I say more closely than I've ever had to before...no wonder I'm afraid of offending people. I say everything all wrong. I can't give compliments, because I always say something that comes out negatively, without meaning to or without meaning it as a negative...I really should just ( Read more... )

Sometimes the things you most wish for...are not to be touched.

Well, for me that "sometimes" is an "always," dammit.

I just lost my entire entry. I'll try again.

Today started out fantastically...Olive Garden and Borders were so much fun, even though I probably gained eight pounds in the process...thank you guys for that.

Rehearsal, however, was the complete and polar opposite. It started out slow, but okay, and I thought it was going smoothly considering that ( Read more... )

Well, today started out good, but...rehearsal was less than lovely, since it was the first time with sound, lights, makeup, and costumes. And it was really hot, and I didn't have any water till act II...at least it's over, and I didn't get any notes ( Read more... )

I'm so glad my Michael is home...! I didn't realize just how much I missed him until today...it's almost like when I first got close to him. It feels like we can be normal again now. It feels like...like life is just perfect again. Especially when compared with yesterday's eventfulness...and in spite of the fact that Michael is a pain in the ass, ( Read more... )

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you ( Read more... )

I LOST IT! (Hint: check my mood and the following survey, copied from allison, to try and figure out what "IT" is ( Read more... )

I'm sure we could hang out at my house on Monday night...IF I didn't have rehearsal. Which I do. But if we're back here before 5, then we can hang out here until then, at which point I have to go to Joe's house so he can take me to rehearsal ( Read more... )

Today was the start of a HOT weekend...it'll be soooooo much fun ( Read more... )