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[pinkcolumbine]

I'm changing at the moment. It feels like I've changed again, more than that, I feel like this is a big one ... I've got the itch, I have to get away or change everything or both. City U and finding work experience has helped : these are things that have worried me, things that have always been at the back of my mind, on top of everything else ...

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[pornonthecobb]

everybody is what they hate.

well thats what i believe, and there is nothing wrong with being selfish.

[pinkcolumbine]

I can't cope with hating myself anymore.

I used to think so too ... I don't want to be selfish anymore, or cowardly.

[sincelastjuly]

Matt and my ways have parted. It was my difficult, painful task to act on this realisation. We're not together anymore..
^ [Feb. 10th, 2005|06:20 pm] ^

We've been going out for 3 months.
^ Feb. 28th, 2005|03:20 am ^

28 days
-10 days
18 days.

3 months ≠ 18 days.

[pinkcolumbine]

You should know about breaks.

And even so. Yes, I know.

[sincelastjuly]

I am quite familiar with breaks, however the general knowledge was that it wasn't a three month one.

I've never really held a high opinion of you in the first place, but this really is classy.

I am done here.

[pinkcolumbine]

a) There's a difference between general knowledge and private troubles. That doesn't explain everything, but then, I don't think I owe the general public, or you in particular, any explanations. The only person I owe them to is Matt.

b) Entirely mutual. Bizarrely, I feel I could understand you ... but I really can't be bothered.

c) Good. The urge to tell you to fuck right off was becoming overwhelming.