its refreshing to see someone really shitty from your past, years later, and find that their life has changed drastically for the better. i feel that all resentment i had towards this person has withered away. regardless, i still have no interest in his friendship. but closure is a nice feeling.

you can say im in denial. its difficult not to be when i see him everyday and sleep in the same bed together every night. as much as i want to draw back to make it easier on myself, i dont want to waste the time that we have together. the day is coming soon where i wont have any of this. my mind is flooded with questions i want answered but i never ( Read more... )

im really afraid for the world

i wouldnt have believed you if you told me three weeks ago that i would be in this dreadful situation. i am completely drained. i feel like i am in another reality. i used to struggle to write a post on this thing because my life was entirely content.. no complaints, commentary, validations, nothing to discuss. so here is something that will come ( Read more... )

its exactly how i imagined it would be. actually, its better

everyone at my office is sick with bronchitis. its only a matter of time.. and my weak vegan body doesnt have the immunity to tackle that shit. im doomed.

tomorrow should be a good day

ahhh my second ticket in less than a month. what the hell? up until a month ago i had never even been pulled over and suddenly law enforcement is all over me. i tried all day not to think about it and instead think about the bonus i will be receiving in four days.. which unfortunately will be used to pay off the law and a lovely saturday spent at ( Read more... )

this morning my coworker forwarded to me an email about how easter has not fallen on march 22nd since 1818 and will not again for 277 years. per wikipedia ( Read more... )

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