well, amanda and i are movin again, this time to mass, where shit better work out lol..i dont know how long it will be until i get a computer, not too long i hope! but...everyone that reads this, hit me up with e mails or numbers or whatever, and i'll get on here as soon as i can to check up on shit...have fun y'all..keep true ( Read more... )

I miss shelbie. I really do. she brought so much happiness into our lives..and now we cant even see her. her birthday is in 11 days, and we had to have someone bring her present to school b.c we cant bring it to her. shelb-if you ever read this---we love you so much, and we miss you like crazy, call us or something <<<333 ( Read more... )

well, i dont have a job, whatever, i dont even care anymore, it was a bullshit job..but it was money, so now im gonna go job hunting. Amanda is gonna start driving truck, in about a month she is gonna go to Tennessee for training, i wont get to see her for 9 fuckin weeks, which is gonna suck really bad...but its good money...if she stays in New ( Read more... )

to my mother and father, fuck you. i am dead to you both. i dont see where you guys think that just because you got a divorce and are all wrapped up in your little fancies, that you can just push your own children away. yet again you have thrown me in the streets, lied to me, broken my trust and my heart. Why is it that you guys just want to use me ( Read more... )

well, its 10:30, i shouldnt be wanting to go to bed, but im tired surprisingly, i havent been sleepin well b.c my gf hasnt been sleepin well b.c she has poison sumac...but yeah. Tomorrow is manda's step nephews 1st b-day and i have no idea what to get him..um yeah..idk..shelbie has her bf Spoot over, fuckin heterosexuals, lol..they think its so ( Read more... )

On a first note b.c its the thing that is buggin me the most...Yamez..i <3 u hunnay, and i really wish that things were goin ur way b.c ur such a good guy and u deserve so much more than the shit that u are goin thru..u need to get some time off n come up here. Anytime you need to talk, send me a message tellin me when to call or w/e ( Read more... )

well, yet again, i have been woken up by ppl callin at the ass crack of dawn, i know i should be used to it by now but it still pisses me off...again, life is turnin into the same ol bullshit. my gf is depressed but wont talk to me, which is makin me depressed, and that is y i have been smokin so much weed, i guess it passes the time...well, im ( Read more... )

well, im sittin at home...i have to go to work later n do the floors cuz i didnt want to last night..i went n saw my friend Katie today..i miss that girl, we had so many good times in HS..yeay for skippin class lol..i havent really been on here much lately b.c i've been workin my ass off...n i havent had a day off since the 12th lol..Hell yesh for ( Read more... )

well, im sittin here w/ shelbie n Skyla Rose...sky is my gfs 20 month old niece..she's so damn cute, she has these adoreable curls, n shes just fuckin awesome, she's funny as hell, and pretty entertaining...I figured that i'd give her grammy a night off to go drinkin or somethin..and sky was up until 2am which was fine b.c im up then anyway..and ( Read more... )

im sittin here stoned outta my friggin mind, but my buzz is killed kinda b.c my "homie" from NY Yamez is goin thru some shit w/ his gf(?), and i just wanna be down there to talk to him...but i send hugz n all the compassion one can give...Ro sends licks and nostalgia for your skirt :0) Anyway..my day sucked..work sucked.but its money at least... ( Read more... )