I think I'm broken.

Last Sunday, Ed made a really rude comment about me in front of my dad and my grandpa. It hurt my feelings so much that I left Deed's before I started crying. Today, he came over to my house to see Ronbo and made a ridiculous attempt at an apology and tried to make a joke out of it. My feelings are still very hurt. I don't like being belittled, ( Read more... )

At this exact moment last week, I was engaged in what could be considered the best time of my life. I was utterly euphoric.
At this exact moment, I am wondering what the hell happened?

Summer goal: Do a Lord of Dogtown.

winter formal was fucking awesome.

I haven't really updated or been online for that matter in a long time. I guess now is as good a time as any to say that life is good. It really is. Despite all of the bullshit that goes along with existing, it's not all that bad. I just can't wait for the summer sun and the road trip with my sister. We are finally getting along. I'm trying very ( Read more... )

Anyway, new years was the start of my already best year so far ( Read more... )

So, I just watched Holiday in the Sun and am officially in my "after christmas yearning for summer" phase. I honestly want to go the to freaking Bahamas. Or I'll settle for the cruise. I just want to go now. And I want to be wealthy so that I can travel like MKA ( Read more... )

To clear up my last post:
I have been a horrible friend lately, and I feel like I am letting everybody down on purpose. I don't know what's wrong with me lately, but I want to apologize to everybody I have unfairly taken my frustrations out on. I know I'm not being fair to you.

Wow. I suck, and I'm sorry.