Woke at 4.49. Couldn't resleep. Passed the time dozing and storyplanning. Finally, after a bad dream involving Doggo - Serena, our recently-deceased dog - being unable to walk and being rail-thin and being scared of me - I decided FUCKIT and got up.
Lots and lots and lots, these past few days. I'll break it into sections/subjects:
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SCHOOL: in which Pico tells what her teaching schedule is like, in brief. )
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Also, good to see you are alive, if somewhat stressed!
EDIT! I LOVE YOUR NEW ICON! I did not see that on my phone last night.
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I am usually pretty happy to discover this fact myself.
Do you now? I got it off a post in the sounis comm, :D I likes it too :D
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So - not sure, sorry :T Even the group-of-people-you-really-like thing: I really like my chorus peeps, and yet I'm still planning to leave... it's just that if I don't do something with my brain I go all frghfrgh. D:
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but ... yeah. Figuring it out as I go has sort of become a modus operendi for a lot of things for me. I prefer planning, but there's so many situations you can only prepare for, not plan for. Also, a quote from Madeleine L'Engle's Many Waters that is appropriate here: "you do not always have to do something." It drives me nuts sometimes, but it is true.
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Planning is nice and helps in the long run, but I think Madeleine L'Engle has it right. (Also wowowow I need to reread those books now.)
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