I wonder...

...do you still have that white bear I gave you so long ago? Sluggo?

You'd think I would have learned my lesson by now. When I stay up to late, I get depressed. By the time 3:00 am rolls around I feel like killing myself. No biggie. I deal. But if I stay up too late and I'm on the computer I start the lurk. And lurking usually depresses me. So...up too late depression coupled with lurking depression...

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What's amazing to  me is how differently people can handle break-ups. One person involved, no matter the circumstances, can take it (seemingly) rather well while the other person involved breaks down until there's nothing left but pieces that need to be swept under the rug. And it always seems like the fact that one person is taking it well ( Read more... )

Coheed and Cambria's new album "No World For Tomorrow" is officially the shit while Jay-Z's new shit "American Gangster" is just okay.

There's your update.

It's a pretty pathetic way to live coupled with what can only be described as pathetic work ethic. Those two lovely things and of course a bad habit of always picking what's wrong for me. Hell no will I choose the path of creation that'll actually work out for me and do good things to help progress my career and my art. Fuck that. I might as well ( Read more... )

When I look around at the world we all live in I feel so useless. Like there's so much more I could be doing to try and help people. There's so much out there that I wish I could change with the words I write but I know it can't be so. I mean, I write songs like Third Time's the One about all of these things I'm witness to and all the things I hear ( Read more... )

I’d have to admit that I do feel a bit like a stalker sometimes. Not in a dangerous sense; just whenever I…um…watch people I guess would be the word for it. The only problem with using the word watch is the fact that I don’t actually physically watch anyone, I just read their words and look at pictures, and look at what other people say to them. It ( Read more... )

Does anyone out in the Carlsbad, Oceanside, Vista area have a room for rent? ha ha ha ha... I will give you four hundred a month to let me sleep on your couch, floor, basement, whatever. Ha ha... Just let me use your shower and sleep and you have yourself an extra four hundred each month. Anyone? 

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