I'll never understand how friendships fall away, as if they were never there at all. It brings one to think - were they ever friendships at all? Is there such a thing as a fragile friendship, one so delicate that it can shatter from anything. No fights or misunderstandings, and still things fall apart. Or maybe there were misunderstandings, and ( Read more... )

A conversation I had with Katie just a few minutes past. I believe it is something you should all think about deeply ( Read more... )

So here I am again...

How easily one falls into pattern.

Fuck pattern. Fuck design. Fuck waking up in worry and fuck every little thing that just gets to me so bad. Fuck keeping secrets. Fuck silence.

Fuck lies.

Tried to go to bed early, so now I am up late again. I got 15 hours of sleep last night, and still all I want to do is sleep some more. I can't get a lot of things out of my mind, I can't stop thinking about karate. All I want to do is do it all the time, because when I'm doing that, there is nothing else. When I can focus my mind so much on ( Read more... )

How jew... they should have moved me up a division. Very dissapointing.

Oh well, I took a black belt and won.

Nice job Tyler, congrats on first place. I still say I woulda taken you if they moved me up though, heh..

Go team.

Tournament today.

Excitement.

Happy equinox everybody. May your day be balanced and well.

People don't even fucking understand what their actions lead to. They don't have the capacity to realize anything past their own FUCKING EXISTANCE. I can't remember the last time something made me so furious it just took over my mind. I can't remember the last time I literally thirsted for fucking blood on my fists from those who deserve to ( Read more... )

I hate surveys and I hate this journal.

So...

Here is a survery for my journal.


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Well lets see. Last night was amazing. This morning was amazing as well... but today I am mad at the weather because it has ruined my plans. Or rather caused my mother to ruin my plans. Either way... I'm upset about that... but... Bernie is comming over!!! By the sounds of Hunter barking she is now here. Tah.

Still alive... just thought I'd let everyone know. Anyone still read this? Leave a comment if you do so I can watch what I say.

3:30am. Someone please wake up.