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[philomel]

Twilight
Lost
Sawyer-centric; Jack/Sawyer, Kate/Sawyer
PG-13
Summary: People talk of dark and light, but it is in the spaces between these extremes that we truly exist.
Spoilers through “Exodus,” parts 1 and 2
Disclaimer: Lies, lies, lies, yeah.
Feedback: Love it! Will feed it with cookies.
Beta: m’dear themoononastick

For halfdutch. <3 Happy Birthday!
Perhaps a bit too

Comments

[halfdutch]

*blinks*

I LOVE YOU!

That was so gorgeously written and beautifully, achingly sad. In the best way. Wow. I've been K.O.'d by your prose. I think this is my favorite thing you've ever written and one of the best Sawyer POVs I've ever read. And you wrote it for me! *squees*

*arranges to kidnap Dom for your birthday, which is when...?*

[philomel]

*bounces*

Yay! I'm so thrilled you liked it! Was worried it might be too angsty or too abstract or simply too un-birthday-esque (it's a word... now). Wow, and thank you for your sweet words. By the way, Foxy and Josh are on their way over... they may be a tiny bit jet-lagged, but I'm sure you'll be able to tend to them. ;D

♥
*twirls you 'round*

I hope it was a lovely day!

Eep! February. Do I have to wait that long for Dom? ;)

[halfdutch]

Pshaw! Too angsty? Have you not seen the subtitle to my journal? ;-D This was AMAZING. I love it, heart and soul, blood, bones, breath - just every ounce of my being!

*whispers as Josh and Foxy are still sleeping off last night*

I'll see what I can do about getting a little Dom sent your way sooner!

[philomel]

Why, yes, it's Fluff Addict, right? ;P It's just that angst and birthday celebrations seem to mix not so well. (Or about as well as my grammar in that sentence.)

*squeaks*

Oops.

*squeaks quietly* I hope they've recovered by now. If not... what did you DO to them? ;)

<333 :D

[themoononastick]

*points at halfdutch's comment*

See, I told you it was gorgeous and beautiful and wonderful and that it ached in oh so good a way. And it is, and it does.

I love this hon, I think it's a perfect trip into the person that Sawyer hides from those around him. Lovely.

♥

[philomel]

*squishes you*

Aw, thank you, hon. :) You're so kind to me!

♥

p.s. But are you sure? *dashes off*

[themoononastick]

And I mean every word.. you see the look he has on his face in my icon? That was the look I was trying to describe to you, the one that I could picture when I first read your story. You just captured him so perfectly.
*checks out other comments* And see, they all think so too. *hugs you tight*

♥

p.s. *throws things at you*

[philomel]

That's a fitting Sawyer expression--along the lines of what I imagined while writing. Aw. *pets him inappropriately* Thank you again, hon. *squishes inappropriately*

Wot?

♥

[foxxcub]

So, um, you know you totally pwn me, right? *hands you soul*

Oh. Teh pretteh and the more pretteh and the guh and the nnngghggyhhg...

It should have ended in cool air on wet skin as their lungs opened up and they breathed into each other.

Yes. Yesyesyesfuckyes. I wish I could be more coherent and babble on about the beauty of your words and how they slay me, but teh brain? Iz busted.

[philomel]

Ooh, really? *rubs hands together* I feel an abuse of power coming on. ;)

Thank you so very much, darlin'! :D <3

*gathers up your brainy bits and gives them to Sayid to tinker with*

[foxxcub]

I feel an abuse of power coming on

Ooo, I feel dirty for some reason...

Erm, BTW, could you possibly send me some things from your Decemberists collection? I'd like to add them to teh ipod. ;) Gracie!

[philomel]

*cackles lowly*

Hmm? *innocent eyes*

There are three Decemberists mp3s here. What else do you have by them? I can't guarantee that I'll have time to upload anything right away... in fact, may not be able to upload until next weekend when I get back from Georgia (I still have to pack, eep!). But if you don't mind waiting, I'll be happy to share. :)

[philomel]

*jaw drops*

*blinks*

That, uh. Wow. That has to be one of the coolest, most generous compliments ever. Thank you!!!

[philomel]

That is a gorgeous stanza. *nods* His words have a way of wrenching the breath from you.

*face goes beet red* You're far too generous! Thank you again. :D

[autumn_faerie]

Wow. This was so beautifully written, and so full of heartache. It totally sums up why I love the character Sawyer so much.

You are so GOOD at this, girl. ;)

[philomel]

Thank you so much, Lauren!

*nods* There's a wealth of intensity lying underneath all that snark and aggressive behavior. Such a rich character.

♥