Video/Audio Post [ Uh -- Japanese I guess? :D; ]

[phantasmal_girl]

[Terra is standing with her back to the dreamberry, arms hugging herself as she paces and mutters. There is a faint howling noise in the background easily identified as wind. Y-yeah she never got the wall fixed - she was hoping the weather would let up some. There was no going out now, so she would make do to block the wind. By grabbing and pushing

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Japanese

[despairteacher]

[The video feed shows that Nozomu's hair is a mess from the strong wind and clumps of snow stuck to it. His glasses are mostly frosted. He is also wearing a heavy hoodless cloak over a thick traditional patterned kimono.]

It looks like the winter shogun is merciless this year, doesn't it?

Japanese

[phantasmal_girl]

I'm not so sure that suicide is the best form of atonement... it ... it seems more like running away.
[ Terra's done bad things, but she wouldn't kill herself for it ... that just didn't seem right. But then, Terra's never felt despair, didn't even really know what it was - only that it's something that apparently makes people want to kill themselves D: ]

I'm glad you feel better then. You're not going to kill yourself now, right? [ Hopeful. ]

[ OOC: Hee, No, not at all! Terra's not really the type to interrupt, so it's cool! ]

Re: Japanese

[despairteacher]

Yes, that's exactly what it is. I do my best to run away from problems!

No, I don't feel up to it anymore. Failing the first time is really discouraging. [Though he'll end up trying again the following days after seeing the dream again]

Japanese

[phantasmal_girl]

[ She opens her mouth - and closes it again. Uh... ]
Oh....kay...? [ She .. you ... she's so confused. ] Wouldn't... wouldn't you rather confront the problem so it isn't a problem anymore? ... without hurting yourself?

[ Relieved! Even if he'll try again a couple of days. Poor guy. ] ... All... all right.

Japanese

[despairteacher]

No, running away hurts less. You avoid the most painful part of the problem.