lol. I've been having problems staying awake, but I think your insomnia has rubbed off on me tonight. :P
You watched the four kids at the same time? That'd be a handful if you did! In fact, I think I heard you praying from here. ;)
Perhaps you feel uncomfortable because of all of the history. You went through a lot while you were discovering your feelings for her, then telling her, then being rejected by her before she began to give you hope, but then rejected you again only to change her mind once more. It doesn't sound as if she can make up her mind and I don't think she truly knows what she wants or who she is at this point. Perhaps she also reminds you of yourself when you were first coming to terms with your sexuality. It was an awkward and scary time for you and she seems to be going through that now. Whereas she is still finding herself, you now know what you want and where you stand. It's still hard seeing someone struggling to find themselves though when you can still remember being where they are now. *hugs*
lol, yup I watched 4 kids all the same time(all under the age of 10). It was crazy...then I kinda got the hang of it (key word: Kinda) :P
Yeah, I know. I've been through that lol. Its just hard to be around her, and since we hang with the same crowd, it gets rather awkward. But it wasn't just her and her unable to make up her mind, there was a point where *she* asked me what I wanted, and by that point, I have given up trying to make it work again and I just told her what I felt. I think its also uncomfortable for her to be around me, cuz I did too reject her.
lol. Probably bad since I've been enjoying going to bed earlier than usual. :P
Dang, it sounded like you had your hands full. Love the 'kinda'. lol.
She rejected you first though. ;) And you rejected her after she kept going back and forth on what she wanted. Even if you still had feelings for her, then would you even be able to trust that she wouldn't decide to go back to guys once again? She was the one to turn you off by not being able to make up her mind, so you shouldn't feel guilty about no longer returning her feelings. Instead, you should be proud for making your decision clear and sticking to it. And she should be glad you don't keep changing your mind about her as she did to you. ;)
Exactly. It is hard to get back that feeling of being comfortable around each other. We were the best of friends. I kinda miss that but...I know it can't be like that again. But thanks :) :*hugs*
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You watched the four kids at the same time? That'd be a handful if you did! In fact, I think I heard you praying from here. ;)
Perhaps you feel uncomfortable because of all of the history. You went through a lot while you were discovering your feelings for her, then telling her, then being rejected by her before she began to give you hope, but then rejected you again only to change her mind once more. It doesn't sound as if she can make up her mind and I don't think she truly knows what she wants or who she is at this point. Perhaps she also reminds you of yourself when you were first coming to terms with your sexuality. It was an awkward and scary time for you and she seems to be going through that now. Whereas she is still finding herself, you now know what you want and where you stand. It's still hard seeing someone struggling to find themselves though when you can still remember being where they are now. *hugs*
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lol, yup I watched 4 kids all the same time(all under the age of 10). It was crazy...then I kinda got the hang of it (key word: Kinda) :P
Yeah, I know. I've been through that lol. Its just hard to be around her, and since we hang with the same crowd, it gets rather awkward. But it wasn't just her and her unable to make up her mind, there was a point where *she* asked me what I wanted, and by that point, I have given up trying to make it work again and I just told her what I felt. I think its also uncomfortable for her to be around me, cuz I did too reject her.
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Dang, it sounded like you had your hands full. Love the 'kinda'. lol.
She rejected you first though. ;) And you rejected her after she kept going back and forth on what she wanted. Even if you still had feelings for her, then would you even be able to trust that she wouldn't decide to go back to guys once again? She was the one to turn you off by not being able to make up her mind, so you shouldn't feel guilty about no longer returning her feelings. Instead, you should be proud for making your decision clear and sticking to it. And she should be glad you don't keep changing your mind about her as she did to you. ;)
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lol, I did have my hands full, but I handled it, after all they are my nieces and nephews, I know them :P
That is true. I am glad that I stuck by my decision, cuz there had to be a point to where I would just give up and...I did, I gave up.
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