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[persian_rose]

This is no long a friends only journal. M moved out Saturday. I haven't eaten since Friday. I haven't slept since Friday. I throw up water. Yesterday my car finally died. I waited three hours for the cab,and I have no idea if the tow truck came

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[crazykittylady]

Don't do this to yourself.

If he doesn't trust you, he's not worth it. If you have to spend time convincing him that you're honest, he's not the one for you. Someone better will come along.

[cowboys__cliche]

Once again, I agree with crazykittylady. No guy is ever great enough to say you can't live without him, or that you won't.

Love is not enough to keep a relationship going. Trust is a huge issue. You can't build a relationship if one person doesn't trust the other, no matter how hard you try.

Nobody should try to live your life for you...

[crazykittylady]

And the very fact that you're feeling this way, I think, affirms the position that this boy is an abusive husband, waiting to come out.

From everything we've read, he's been verbally and emotionally abusive, not to mention manipulative. He's been stoping you from seeing your male friends, and trying to take control of your life.

It's no accident you feel so dependent on him.

[cowboys__cliche]

Uh huhhhh...

[crazykittylady]

Best thing to do is to spend some time with people you care about. Why don't you go visit your mom? Or go back to california for a while longer? Could always visit canada!