☆ all good things come to an end...

May 29, 2008 09:39

I quit two RPs today.
I dropped three characters at PA.
And I feel like shit for doing it.

I hate dropping characters. I absolutely hate it. I hate it more because I know I'll pick up someone else at PA (though one has been planned for like, months) and even more because I know there's a few more characters I have that should be dropped but I don' ( Read more... )

fuck, role playing, depressed

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inkfloret May 29 2008, 17:19:12 UTC
D: Like Lisa said, inspiration comes and goes and hopefully you feel better soon. Just take your time, though. I've tried forcing inspiration before and it didn't really work. ♥

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sailorsanrio May 30 2008, 01:50:09 UTC
Don't feel bad, ok? Methinks the comment from the Gelert player made me a little angry. :/ If that's what is getting to you, don't let it. Things happen, and characters don't work out. I was sad I had to let Nel go, but when you can't get the characterization anymore, you just have to let it drop.

♥ I still love you, and I don't think you're a shitty roleplayer in the least.

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perseverance May 30 2008, 02:25:09 UTC
Honestly, I didn't see that coming from her. And that's bugging me too which is only making me feel worse. That was like a low blow to a hit that was already hurting in the first place, you know? Blah. That was a "Thanks for nothing" moment, you know what I mean?

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comrade_phyre May 30 2008, 05:20:06 UTC
Oh god I thought the same thing when I saw that entry. :/ What the hell, you're not in it solely for that player's amusement. Her goodbye post makes it seem she took him solely for the pairing... and that's annoying. It makes it seem all the interaction with anyone else is pointless and puts too much pressure on you and your character. It's not your fault she wasn't willing to make any effort outside of that.

It is rather sad when muses go away, but you have to do what you have to do! You did great with them while it lasted, but I don't think anyone else will take it the same way she did. I'm sure you'll be a lot happier with just characters you've got inspiration for.

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inkfloret May 30 2008, 07:30:19 UTC
Yeah, I just saw that post. Wtf. "LOL I'M NOT STAYING SINCE DUMBLEDORE'S GONE. BAI GUYZ." .-.

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