Holy shit, its update time.

[perfectionshell]

As of late I've been doing nothing at all. At first I was depressed that I lost my shit job 'cause "I'm not good enough for Hastings?!" kinda was hanging over my head. I've moved on from that into a new and wonderfully horrid shade of depression. I've gained a bit of weight and I feel like I'm 400lbs. I did my hair and makeup today and felt OK

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[miss_ari]

I wish I could say something to make it better.

I wish you were happy.
And if Tim doesn't love you for the -wonderful- woman
you really are, then he doesn't deserve you, at all.
Period. I don't care what -you- think of you,
because you'll never see yourself the way the rest of us do.

If you ever want to chat? Find me on AIM sweetie.
I missed you tons.
Love,
Ari.

[perfectionshell]

I've missed you as well, hun <3

[roguequixotic]

wow you really sound like me. I have been going thru exactly the same thing. My boy takes stackers. They are very much the same as metabolife, but some gas stations still sell em even tho they have been banned. I take one and I am pinging off the wall. Cept it doesn't seem to help me lose weight like the illegal stuff did...I have gained like 20lbs in the past year and i could just cry.
*hugs Sha* I miss ya girlie!!! I hardly ever use AIM, but if you want to talk message me anytime on yahoo (if ya use it). My name is Mourningnite.... or you can email me at maskofsorrow@aol.com or mourningnite@yahoo.com. I hope to chat with you sometime soon. i miss ya!
*hugs*

[bereftofbeauty]

I love you. And I miss you.

If at any time you need someone to talk to do not, under any circumstances, hesitate to IM, email, or text message (through LJ). I will drop everything/anything to call you.

*kisshuglovefluffstrawberryshortcake*

dearest sha

[g3n35i5]

i'm sorry to hear about your situation.
email me if you want, i can help.

<3 desire

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