Series
Title(s): Fated, Remember, Watching, Worship, Bittersweet, Unforgettable
Author: julia_dreamer
Fandom(s): Gravitation
Length: All under 100 words each.
Note: Series of drabble-ish stuff. It was 1.00 am, so I'd appreciate it if you went easy on me.
Disclaimer: I don’t own it. I don’t really want to think about what would happen if I did.
Feedback: Always appreciated.
1) Fated
Meeting him was like fate, and I don't think I care if he's sullen and angry and ungrateful all the time. I know he's having trouble letting go of the past, but I'm not going to stop loving him, ever. Maybe we're not meant for eachother. Maybe I don't deserve him. Maybe I can't make him happy. But I'm sure as hell gonna try.
2) Remember
I can remember being in love with her, but... I can't seem to figure out when the feeling changed. It wasn't because of anyone else, no matter what she thinks. No, my love for her just... It's different now. Like the love one feels for a good friend, not the love you have for your wife. I don't think it's fair to her, to be stuck with me. I don't love her the way she wants me to. I can't.
3) Watching
He won't notice it I just watch him. He's got enough on his mind, with that woman and the band; he'll never suspect. Why should he? I've never let on about my feelings for him, and he's always made it clear where his interests lie. But it seems like I can't stop the heartache when I see him, knowing I can't tell him the truth. It wouldn't be fair.
4) Worship
He's beautiful. Absolutely fucking beautiful. His eyes, his mouth, his hair, the way he dresses, that smile... He's just perfect. Perfectly unattainable, too. A god to be worshipped, but never touched. Never held or loved or possessed. Yes, I know I can't have him, contrary to popular belief. Oh, I'd do anything to get him, for sure, but... It would never work. He can't be had. He's a god, alright. Absolutely perfect and beautiful and untouchable, on a pedestal of gold.
5) Bittersweet
He thinks I don't see the looks he gives me. He pretends I'm not watching him. God, he's so stupid - for blaming himself, for not letting go, for watching me with those awful, heartbroken eyes. Every glance from him is bittersweet. He knows I don't love him. That I could never really see him in that light. But instead of moving on, he keeps clinging to the past. He obviously doesn't realize that he's dragging me back into it, too.
6) Unforgettable
Everyone has moments in their lives that are completely unforgettable, though they differ from person to person. I'm sure he'll forget that kiss tomorrow, like it was absolutely nothing, but I'll never forget it. I'll always remember the way he smiled and leaned over my desk, the softness of his lips, the way his hands trembled when I pulled him closer. I'll cherish it, keep it, never let it go. Because it will never happen again. I'm sure of it.
[A/N] That's all for now. I might write more of them later. And if you're wondering who's talking, and about who... You tell me. ^_~
Author: julia_dreamer
Fandom(s): Gravitation
Length: All under 100 words each.
Note: Series of drabble-ish stuff. It was 1.00 am, so I'd appreciate it if you went easy on me.
Disclaimer: I don’t own it. I don’t really want to think about what would happen if I did.
Feedback: Always appreciated.
1) Fated
Meeting him was like fate, and I don't think I care if he's sullen and angry and ungrateful all the time. I know he's having trouble letting go of the past, but I'm not going to stop loving him, ever. Maybe we're not meant for eachother. Maybe I don't deserve him. Maybe I can't make him happy. But I'm sure as hell gonna try.
2) Remember
I can remember being in love with her, but... I can't seem to figure out when the feeling changed. It wasn't because of anyone else, no matter what she thinks. No, my love for her just... It's different now. Like the love one feels for a good friend, not the love you have for your wife. I don't think it's fair to her, to be stuck with me. I don't love her the way she wants me to. I can't.
3) Watching
He won't notice it I just watch him. He's got enough on his mind, with that woman and the band; he'll never suspect. Why should he? I've never let on about my feelings for him, and he's always made it clear where his interests lie. But it seems like I can't stop the heartache when I see him, knowing I can't tell him the truth. It wouldn't be fair.
4) Worship
He's beautiful. Absolutely fucking beautiful. His eyes, his mouth, his hair, the way he dresses, that smile... He's just perfect. Perfectly unattainable, too. A god to be worshipped, but never touched. Never held or loved or possessed. Yes, I know I can't have him, contrary to popular belief. Oh, I'd do anything to get him, for sure, but... It would never work. He can't be had. He's a god, alright. Absolutely perfect and beautiful and untouchable, on a pedestal of gold.
5) Bittersweet
He thinks I don't see the looks he gives me. He pretends I'm not watching him. God, he's so stupid - for blaming himself, for not letting go, for watching me with those awful, heartbroken eyes. Every glance from him is bittersweet. He knows I don't love him. That I could never really see him in that light. But instead of moving on, he keeps clinging to the past. He obviously doesn't realize that he's dragging me back into it, too.
6) Unforgettable
Everyone has moments in their lives that are completely unforgettable, though they differ from person to person. I'm sure he'll forget that kiss tomorrow, like it was absolutely nothing, but I'll never forget it. I'll always remember the way he smiled and leaned over my desk, the softness of his lips, the way his hands trembled when I pulled him closer. I'll cherish it, keep it, never let it go. Because it will never happen again. I'm sure of it.
[A/N] That's all for now. I might write more of them later. And if you're wondering who's talking, and about who... You tell me. ^_~