im in love.
im in love with the most beautiful of beautful.
oh, im sooooo in love.

i want to hold you, i want to hold you so hardd.

heart ache... your far away..
living in the place im most forbidden
loveeee lovelovelove

meowwwwwww
<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

things are happening.
drunk things. sober things.

i will go and stay at the ranch tonight. it would be nice to sleep next to the fire.
take a sauna and chill the fuck out.
iam not certain whether or not people will come with me.. but i imagine so.

ehhh, doctor stuff.

its colder here... but no worries, i spend little time outside and more with my friendsss, whooom i love ( Read more... )

somethings i forgot but now remember ( Read more... )

i feel like i have been drunk my whole life.
im going through withdraws today.
mood changes every minute, feel some thing new.

dude, i have to poop

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insects
crawling in and out of my body.
i can feel them, all the time.
i can't stand them any more and i want them to just fucking jump away and go attack some other homeless kid.
insects

i am no longer struggling with the idea that i am dependent ( Read more... )

last night after the sun was going down, some beautiful pink popcorn, cotton candy clouds came crawling up the horizon. they were huge and gorgous. after a short period of time they began to light up with lightning. it was so beautiful. joel, graham, and i drank some beers down on the river and watched ( Read more... )

i came back, for the show at the kitchen... this weekend is como fer sure. i have been spending alot of time happy, its pretty rad. i spent alot of time in nature today... which made things even better. the sun is out and everything is lit up with warmth ( Read more... )