ahem...

[penguin_fodder]

How exactly are we supposed to live in the moment, and plan for tomorrow, when the wieght of today is crushing and oppressive? I keep trying to lift my head up enough to live in the wonderland that other's my age have found...but I don't see it. The world is grey, drab, and dark. There are bright spots, there are colorful moments, and occasionally

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[realserendipity]

I think you just have to let go of what you have planned for your life and see where life takes you. I swear I have never been happier than I when I just go for a bit. Yeah, we struggle sometimes and the financial diffculties are there but we spend more nights at home and we set some priorties for money. The man defiently loves his job more than I do but I know at this point that Im working for the oppurtunity to do what I want in my off time.