I wish I were a lesbian

[pen_p]

 So I have these exes. Ex 1 and Ex 2, and they're friends with each other.

How totally stupid was it of me to date them?

Now I'm avoiding them because they seem to want to get back together. Probably only to rub it in the other's face. I feel like if I were a lesbian these things wouldn't happen to me.

I have this cousin who's a lesbian and while

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[bleedinglily]

Ooh boyfriends. I remember them from when I was trying to be straight. Lucky for me, I am a lesbian. Though I actually wished I were straight for the majority of my school life and tried to be. Boyfriends pissed me off. Not only were they annoying, but I wasn't even attracted to them. lol! I eventually came halfway out of the closet, as my friend tells me, at 16 cause my friend said she thought I was a lesbian and yeah, it was pretty obvious that I was. But I was in denial. So I just said I was bi until I was eighteen, last January. Sighs. Can't believe it took me that long...and internally I kind of knew since 13. Sad