Bad hair days could bever amount to today.

[peachez06]

Note: angry rambling may occur.So I can't remember the last time that I cried before today. I hate crying in general, but I especially hate crying in front of other people. There's just something about it that makes me feel weak or inferior, although I know it is good to cry sometimes. I tend to cry over all the stupid shit though-- someone

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[klg51288]

i broke down too cuz my hospital visits, my every day doctor appts to try to find a cure, my physical therapy, college, high shcool now, loss of friends. its hard. im sorry you have to think about swimmming and ending it. i had to end tennis. i was soo upset. it was for the best i know but yeah. i hope you feel better danielle

[peachez06]

thanks you karen. You have no idea how much better that makes me feel. It's the small stuff. I'm sorry that you had to quit tennis. You're not in my math class! Are you feeling better now though?

[klg51288]

you're welcome. yeah, i wish you were in my math class. i have it third block though. im feeling better now about the tennis thing. i got used to saying its fine. sickness, i think i am better. my heart still acts up here adn there and my back and feet are still in need of healing but im working on it. i didnt even see you yesterday at school. it was weird.

[xalways_yoursx]

Well. I endured that so. yes. I love you. We haven't hung out in ages. I love you.

[unchained2]

oh danielle.. im sorry youve been preassured to quit. thats pretty sad. if only he knew, if he knew everything you go through, all the shit you put up with every day. the hard work you do to CONTINUE swimming, if only he knew.. he would have considered it before shoving the Q word in your face. dont worry about the season being for you and only you. make what you need to of it. you deserve that state cut. work for it. live it, breathe it, enjoy it. your an amazing swimmer. i dont know that they fully understand what the team would lose if you werent on it.

Thank You.

[peachez06]

This comment made me feel so much better. I'm like speechless right now. Just thank you.

Re: Thank You.

[unchained2]

your very very welcome.

[volpedizzle]

Keep your head up and I know u will do great. I have faith in you. I say this to my football kids and that is if your coach's are yelling at u then it means that they care and want u to be the best that you can. Its when they don't yell at you then you need to worry.

I love u sweetheart and if you need me call me

[peeps647]

Danielle, ignore that old man's comment. Of in fact, use it asgainst him. Prove to him that he is wrong and that you can do this. You will make that state cut; you will work hard in practice; and you will not lose. He doesn't know what he is saying. Just keep coming, and he will be proud of you. I love you danielle. If you ever need a laugh just tell me and I will stop in the middle of the lane again to pull my suit out of my ass.

[peachez06]

I'll keep that in mind. I think that I will be upset tomorrow so that I get to see you pick the suit out of your ass again. lol.