Aww baby. That actually makes me really sad. Because I know how it feels. I was hospitalized once when i was 13, though I still tried 15 more times. *Does not want anyone to feel that bad* Sometimes meds work sometimes they dont. I hope they work for you. <3
Well in my family it was kept a secret, with me. My mom found me and she knew but shes the only one that did, and it was never talked about again so I'm glad you have support instead of having to do it on your own. People that judge you based on stuff like that or that act like it's attention seeking[like your sister] don't understand it at all because they never felt that way.
BTW= Even though I don't know you all that well, I kinda knew thats what it was. I dunno how...
Go ahead and stalk my journal, I stalk everyone elses. I get an e-mail everytime anybody updates.
Yay iphone. I want one too! :p
Shutter Island looks sooo awesome!
Being alive is our way of saying "Screw you society we are different and you are gonna like us!" <3
The first time I actually ended up with a tourniquet, plus the hospital was negligent so I actually came out kinda worse. I actually couldn't go back to school and had to be on home hospital for 6 months because I was so emotional afterwords. I haven't been on meds since I was 14 and haven't attempted suicide since I was 16, and not done anything like cutting myself since I was 18. I mean I still have my days, I wont lie about that, but it does get easier.
And if you sister does or doesn't get it. I'll get it, feel free to rant at me.[But to warn you if you threaten [not just a "I want to" a "I am going to"]it, I'd be calling the cops so :p] I lost one of my best friends because of it, I'm not losing you too. Cause I already love you.
oh god, what happened? like what did the hospital not do? what meds did they have you on? cutting is a tough habit to break. everyone has their days of course, the important thing is that you don't let them get the best of you.
i will deff be taking advantage of this offer. but don't say i didn't warn you. do you have AIM?
i'm really sorry to hear that. awh hun, ure gonna make me cry! I love you too! *glomp x100* <3 <3 <3
*squishes* bb, I can't imagine what you must've gone through and are going through. but if you ever need to talk I can do talking. Just email me or something (reality0junkie@gmail.com) Feel free to stalk me xD lol. I've always wanted my own personal stalker. Wait... actually I've always my wanted my own personal paparrazzi. :D
Shutter Island! I've been wanting to see that movie! It's kind of pathetic, I have like five movies on my to see list. Sherlock Holmes. Alice in Wonderland. Shutter Island.
ure in luck, i've seen all those and i HIGHLY reccommend you get your but to a theatre PRONTO! oh but if you see Alice you GOTTA see it in IMAX-3D. not imax. not 3d. not regular. IMAX-3D. its like a work of art. =D
Awww, sweetie *snuggles* I did miss you (and your poetry!) And I'm so sorry to hear about what happened and what you went through, but I'm so glad you're getting help at the hospital and that you're parents are understanding and supportive. That's great and I hope things get better, bb. *EPIC LOVE* <33333333333333333
Also, you have my email, right? You can contact me if you ever wanna just talk, alright, bb? <3333
Also, you are on my flist. Of course you can stalk my journal! Feel free!
iPHONE! YAY! AND YAY FOR FINALLY BEING LEGAL. THAT FEELS AWESOME.
I would blame Dean too. AND RANT TOTALLY BLEW MY FUCKING MIND WHEN I FIRST READ IT. GLAD YOU LIKED IT! And Guts, while totally disgusting me, totally made me LOL. IT WAS JUST SO OVER THE TOP.
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Sometimes meds work sometimes they dont. I hope they work for you. <3
Well in my family it was kept a secret, with me. My mom found me and she knew but shes the only one that did, and it was never talked about again so I'm glad you have support instead of having to do it on your own. People that judge you based on stuff like that or that act like it's attention seeking[like your sister] don't understand it at all because they never felt that way.
BTW= Even though I don't know you all that well, I kinda knew thats what it was. I dunno how...
Go ahead and stalk my journal, I stalk everyone elses. I get an e-mail everytime anybody updates.
Yay iphone. I want one too! :p
Shutter Island looks sooo awesome!
Being alive is our way of saying "Screw you society we are different and you are gonna like us!" <3
*hug*
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i hope they do too, i'm afraid of
becoming completely dependent upon
them tho.
i'm sorry to hear that hun; i'm here for you.
yeah, i just wish she could get it tho.
haha i guess i'm easy to read.
yesyes you MUST go see it!
lol right on!
=D
*glomp*
...which has become my new favorite word.
hahaha.
=]]]
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I haven't been on meds since I was 14 and haven't attempted suicide since I was 16, and not done anything like cutting myself since I was 18. I mean I still have my days, I wont lie about that, but it does get easier.
And if you sister does or doesn't get it. I'll get it, feel free to rant at me.[But to warn you if you threaten [not just a "I want to" a "I am going to"]it, I'd be calling the cops so :p] I lost one of my best friends because of it, I'm not losing you too. Cause I already love you.
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the hospital not do?
what meds did they have you on?
cutting is a tough habit to break.
everyone has their days of course,
the important thing is that you don't
let them get the best of you.
i will deff be taking advantage of this offer.
but don't say i didn't warn you.
do you have AIM?
i'm really sorry to hear that.
awh hun, ure gonna make me cry!
I love you too!
*glomp x100*
<3 <3 <3
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bb, I can't imagine what you must've gone through and are going through. but if you ever need to talk I can do talking. Just email me or something (reality0junkie@gmail.com)
Feel free to stalk me xD lol. I've always wanted my own personal stalker. Wait... actually I've always my wanted my own personal paparrazzi. :D
Shutter Island! I've been wanting to see that movie! It's kind of pathetic, I have like five movies on my to see list. Sherlock Holmes. Alice in Wonderland. Shutter Island.
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omg me TOOOOOOO.
ure in luck, i've seen all those
and i HIGHLY reccommend you
get your but to a theatre PRONTO!
oh but if you see Alice
you GOTTA see it in IMAX-3D.
not imax.
not 3d.
not regular.
IMAX-3D.
its like a work of art.
=D
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Also, you have my email, right? You can contact me if you ever wanna just talk, alright, bb? <3333
Also, you are on my flist. Of course you can stalk my journal! Feel free!
iPHONE! YAY! AND YAY FOR FINALLY BEING LEGAL. THAT FEELS AWESOME.
I would blame Dean too. AND RANT TOTALLY BLEW MY FUCKING MIND WHEN I FIRST READ IT. GLAD YOU LIKED IT! And Guts, while totally disgusting me, totally made me LOL. IT WAS JUST SO OVER THE TOP.
Glad to have you back, Patty. <3333333
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yes yes will do!
i'm gonna be like a ninja!
yes, yes it does.
YES SAME HURZZZ.
i need to fucking read it again.
AWH YAY I'M NOT ALONE!!!
ha it really was. small part of me wonders if any of it is true.
i wonder what chuck was like as a kid.
GLAD TO BE BACK BABY!!!
*SMISHES*
=]
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