Uh .. Nothing really has been going on besides me fucking up my life more and more.

Against my will I stand besides my own reflection

*Crawling describes my life for the moment

Friday was the Pep Ralley which was ONLY good because the Red Bull I drunk Thursday night was finally kicking in. I was really fucking hyper. Mickey, Hemal, SuWa, Matt and I just sat there the whole time acting a fool, THEN felt really stupid that we even stayed when Hemal could of drove us all home or something. Next time you guys!

After that ( Read more... )

Today was bullshit ( Read more... )

I got a part in the drama as Mickey. I'm really happy and felt really good in school. Today wasn't bad at all..

I came home to an empty house and Mike D didn't come over like he said he would. I got really sad and lonely so I took some shots of something I found and just layed on the couch. I feel asleep and I woke up 15mins ago. I feel so fucked ( Read more... )

School today was pretty coo besides me walking all weird lol. It wasn't that bad, my feet feel much better which is the SHIT MAN ( Read more... )

My feet really hurt .. I mean it hurts a lot! Jackie (Billy's lil sister) was scared to get on the wrong after school bus so from Mike W. house I walk her to the school and back WITH NO GOD DAME SHOES ON! You know I am so fucking smart ( Read more... )

I need to get away, yea I need to fucking escape. All this pain and all this hate go away, please just go away. Please don't leave me alone. I will cut open my heart and drown in my wrong. All I want is to be in your arms like the old days, like the old days. Remember days you would call me a friend, now I am nothing, yea now I am nothing. You told ( Read more... )

I found tickets for MCR .. its only 23 dollars which is really coo. Now i have to come up with the money and give it to my mom. So far Jen is coming with me .. MORE PEOPLE NEED TO COME ( Read more... )

Ok so I found out GREAT NEWS ( Read more... )

I haven't be ok lately. Yesterday I cried in school twice and when I got home I went straight to bed. Then when I woke up Matt called saying my number was on his caller ID and it just pissed me off because I didn't call him. I was upset before that too because someone isn't talking to me and it makes me really sad. I got out of the house to see my ( Read more... )