Title: The Voice of Your Eyes
Fandom: Guilding Light
Pairing: Otalia
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: Anything up to April 17th... after that I kidnap them all into my own special Springfield.
A/N: Well, this is it! Phew! I didn't think I was going to survive writing this. There needs to be a Smut 101 class for writers in college because this was by far the most challenging thing I've ever written. Thank you all for reading and commenting on my little story. It has been nothing but fun. And without further ado... sexy time.
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Natalia ran her tongue over the surface of Olivia’s neck like she was licking the skin of a goddess. Her head was bowed, eyes were closed, and she held her body reverently still as she concentrated on worshipping her lover’s skin with the most sensitive parts of her tongue. She reached a hand up to the opposite side of Olivia’s neck and scraped her nails lightly from earlobe to collarbone as she pressed lingering kisses into Olivia’s skin.
Olivia rolled her head slowly from side to side, reveling in the feel of hard nails and soft lips balancing and battling their way across her skin. The experience stilled her thoughts until she was aware of nothing but the feel of Natalia’s lips and fingertips. Her eyes were shut and she was doing little beyond breathing through slightly parted lips and shifting her neck toward the more delicious touches.
Natalia slowly moved her hand down Olivia’s shirt, pausing to gently cup a breast in lightly trembling fingers. She felt the weight of the soft breast for only a moment before her hand drifted farther down and slid beneath Olivia’s shirt. When her hand came in contact with the skin of Olivia’s stomach, she ran her tongue firmly across the skin beneath her lips. Olivia moaned and rose up into the touch.
Suddenly, Natalia shifted her entire body until she was straddling Olivia’s hips. She sat up. Olivia looked up and saw that Natalia had her eyes closed and had one hand splayed haphazardly through her hair. Her hips rocked gently against Olivia. She was breathing so hard Olivia could feel her whole body move with the force of it.
“Are you alright?” Olivia asked, and sat up. She wrapped her arms around the woman who was now on her lap in a motion she hoped would calm her breathing.
“I feel like I can’t breathe,” Natalia whispered and pressed her body into the comforting embrace. She draped her arms over Olivia’s shoulders and leaned in to press her lips against Olivia’s ear.
Olivia moaned gently into the contact and slipped her hands into Natalia’s sweater and under the back of her shirt. Her fingers were met by hot, sweaty skin. Natalia felt like she was burning from the inside out. Olivia immediately removed her hands from the skin, which drew a frustrated moan from Natalia’s mouth, and raised her hands up to push the sweater from her shoulders.
“I’m still so hot,” Natalia said, her voice nothing more than a soft purr, when the sweater was fully removed.
Olivia leaned up and captured Natalia’s lips for a hard kiss that lasted only until the fabric of Natalia’s shirt came up and between them. Once the shirt was discarded, Natalia leaned back down and roughly continued the kiss. Olivia ran her fingers up Natalia’s back until she reached the clasp of her bra. She unhooked it and instantly Natalia’s lips left hers. She pulled back.
She reached behind her own back and grasped Olivia’s hands before she could remove the bra. Pulling both hands away, she placed them, palms down, on her thighs. She rocked her hips firmly against Olivia and felt the hands on her thighs instinctively grasp her and press their bodies together. Continuing to move her hips in a lazy, slow motion, she reached behind her and slowly she pulled the lacy, thin garment from her shoulders. Olivia watched as small, perfect nipples appeared from behind the fabric. She resisted the instinct to close her eyes as desire overwhelmed her. Natalia dropped the bra beside her and reached back down for Olivia’s hands. She slid her fingers beneath both and lifted them, raised them to her chest, and pressed into them. Olivia closed her eyes and released an awestruck moan as she felt Natalia’s nipples come into contact with the center of her palms.
“Yes.” The word came out as little more than a hiss of pleasure.
Natalia’s hands were still on top of Olivia’s, and she pressed those hands firmly into her, moving them in slow circles, until she felt her nipples pebble against the touch. Olivia closed her eyes tightly and Natalia watched as she licked her lips and unconsciously bent her head toward Natalia’s chest.
“What do you want, Olivia?” she asked as she moved her own hands away and reached up to thread them through Olivia’s hair. She pressed her hips down and arched her back, raising her chest higher. Eyes focused on her own fingers, Olivia moved them across Natalia’s chest until she was lightly grasping Natalia’s nipples between thumb and index fingers.
“Everything,” she said into Natalia’s ear and pressed her fingers together firmly around the nipples.
Natalia released a strangled cry and felt her body jolt as Olivia forcefully moved them back down onto the blankets. She hovered over Natalia, breathing hard, her mouth hesitating just an inch from her lover’s lips. As she breathed deeply and pressed her thigh slowly between Natalia’s legs, the woman beneath her gasped at the contact and began to roll her head back. Olivia swiftly reached up and halted her progress with a firm hand against her jaw. Their eyes locked. The fire crackling gently in the background was the only sound. An insistent rocking of the hips was the only movement.
Without warning, Olivia dipped her head down and boldly invaded Natalia’s mouth with her lips and tongue. Natalia moaned into the kiss and dug her fingertips into Olivia’s back, trying to pull her in even more deeply. Olivia moved her hand back down to Natalia’s bare chest. She covered the surface of one breast with the palm of her hand and pressed gently, moving her hand and the breast beneath it in time with the rocking of her hips.
Natalia tore her lips away from Olivia’s. “I need you to take your clothes off,” she said, dimly knowing somewhere inside that it was ineloquent to demand Olivia to strip, but she needed to feel Olivia’s skin. She needed to press her skin against Olivia’s skin and feel the intermingling of their sweat as they thrust their bodies together.
Olivia responded by lifting her body up and sitting on her heels beside Natalia. She didn’t reach for her clothes though; she only rested there, raking her eyes across Natalia’s body. She watched as her chest rose and fell with each breath, and she watched the subtle thrust of hips that Natalia was helpless to completely stop. She watched it all, silently, without moving for long moments until Natalia reached a hand toward her.
“Please,” she said, not sure why Olivia was hesitating.
Olivia grasped Natalia’s outstretched hand and pressed it down into the blankets. She reached out with her other hand and placed it between Natalia’s breasts. She curled her fingers slightly until her nails were gently pressing into the soft flesh and began moving her fingers firmly, but without hesitation down to Natalia’s waistband.
After releasing Natalia’s hand and moving closer, she grasped the waistband of Natalia’s pants firmly with both hands. Her eyebrow lifted and she looked up questioningly at Natalia through dark eyelashes.
Natalia lifted her hips.
A small smile spread across Olivia’s face and she pulled Natalia’s pants off with a sharp tug. Olivia then lowered her mouth to Natalia’s upper thigh and ran her tongue firmly against the soft skin she felt there. She turned her face toward the apex of Natalia’s legs and breathed deeply. The scent of Natalia sent such a jolt of desire through her she felt her teeth sinking into Natalia’s skin before she stop herself.
Natalia moaned and arched her body into the sensation.
Despite Natalia’s response, Olivia quickly pulled away and kissed the spot gently, pleased to see she hadn’t left a mark with the slip in control. She lifted her eyes from the spot and immediately her attention was drawn to the wet panties that barely covered Natalia. She swallowed hard as she felt her mouth begin to water, and reached up. She pressed one finger lightly, just barely enough to feel the hot wetness, down the length of the panties.
“Olivia,” Natalia said, a desperate voice coming from somewhere far away.
Olivia reached up with both hands and hooked them around the sides of Natalia’s panties. This time, Natalia raised her hips without hesitation and she slipped the garment down and off her body.
Olivia moved back up the length of Natalia’s legs and was close enough to brush her nose against soft curls when she felt Natalia pull at her hair with one hand and her shirt with another. She looked up, forcing her eyes to open and focus.
“Wait,” Natalia said. “Please.” Natalia was having trouble getting words out, and even though she was telling Olivia to wait, her hips betrayed her with an insistent upward thrust as if they’d given up on her and gone out on their own to search the strong tongue they knew wanted nothing more than to give pleasure.
“What is it, Natalia?” Olivia said, lifting her body up until her face was hovering above Natalia’s. “What do you want?”
“I need you…” Natalia swallowed hard and closed her eyes. “I need you to take these damn clothes off.”
Olivia chuckled. “As you wish,” she said with a small purr in her voice and stood up.
Natalia watched as the standing woman lifted her shirt over her head, but she could no longer only watch when she saw Olivia’s breasts fall from the hold of her delicate black bra. She rose to her knees and reached up, cupping Olivia’s full breasts in both her hands. She lifted them slightly and ran the pads of her thumbs gently over Olivia’s nipples.
Olivia bit her lip and gasped at the contact. She felt her legs wanting to buckle and reached down to the waistband of her own pants. Natalia gently pushed her hands away and began untying the string that held the pants together. Once untied, she put her thumbs together and pressed them into the skin above the drawstring. She began slowly moving them apart, drawing a line with her thumbs outward toward Olivia’s sides. As she moved, she slipped her fingers beneath the cloth of Olivia’s panties and began pushing them downward. She pressed her entire hand firmly against Olivia’s bare skin as she lowered both garments at once.
Her hands followed the contours of Olivia’s legs until the garments were pushed to the floor. She looked up and focused her attention on the wet area between Olivia’s legs. She lifted her body until the scent of Olivia drifted into her nose. She closed her eyes and inhaled the heady scent as she ran her hands up and around Olivia until they were resting firmly on her backside. Unable to stop herself, she felt her fingers grasp into the firm skin and pull Olivia closer to her face. She snaked out a tongue and pressed it into the wet curls before her.
Both women moaned loudly and Olivia helplessly staggered. Natalia attempted to steady her with strong hands and leaned forward to press her tongue more firmly against Olivia. She never wanted to taste anything more in her entire life and knew ambrosia would pale in comparison. As her strong tongue swept across Olivia’s clit, the standing woman felt her knees buckle and she clumsily dropped onto the soft blankets.
By the time she was able to open her eyes again, Natalia was above her, moaning softly as their naked bodies pressed firmly together for the first time. Olivia could do nothing but open her legs wider as she felt one of Natalia’s legs settle down between hers.
Pressing her leg firmly against Olivia, Natalia leaned down and began kissing her slowly. Olivia moaned softly into her and ran her tongue lightly across Natalia’s lips. She could taste where Natalia’s lips had moved against her arousal, and the force of the memory made her tear her lips away from the kiss.
“Please, Natalia,” she whispered urgently.
“What?” Natalia said as she moved her hand between their breasts and pinched Olivia’s nipple lightly. Olivia released a high-pitched moan and reached out to grasp a fistful of blanket. She clenched it with all her strength, channeling into it the feelings of uncontrolled lust that were making her thoughts too scattered to answer Natalia’s question.
“What do you want, Olivia?” Natalia asked, a feral tone to her voice. She thrust her leg harder against Olivia. She knew exactly what the other woman wanted, but she needed to hear the words in the voice she loved so much.
Olivia took deep breaths, trying to calm herself. “I want you so much. I want to feel you… inside of me.” she said, when she finally found her voice.
Natalia smiled and licked her lips. She leaned down, kissing Olivia, crushing their lips together as she moved her fingers slowly down her body.
Olivia released a cry when she felt fingertips slowly press against the sensitive flesh between her legs. She resisted an urge to grab Natalia’s wrist and press those fingertips sharply against her clit. She resisted the urge to beg Natalia to fuck her - fuck her until she screamed and cried out for mercy. She wanted release. Olivia Spencer always took what she wanted and it was hard to resist those old, selfish desires as Natalia’s fingers moved lightly against her, but she wanted Natalia to experience this at her own pace. She wanted this to be an offering of pleasure, not a lustful theft on her part.
Natalia could feel Olivia tremble as she slowly, almost curiously slid her fingers gently through the wet heat. The fingers of one of Olivia’s hands were pressed lightly against her back, and her body barely moved even when Natalia took her fingertips and dipped them ever so slightly inside Olivia. She knew Olivia was holding back. This was new to her, but she’d lived with the fiery woman long enough, and fantasized about this moment enough to know that this was the point where Olivia’s lovers did little beyond hold on for the ride.
“Olivia,” Natalia said, her voice low and raspy, her fingers still gently pushing into Olivia the smallest bit, barely penetrating, promising more but never giving it. Natalia watched as Olivia clenched her teeth and didn’t reply. Her eyes were shut tight and she was still grasping onto the blanket with a grip so hard her arm trembled with the force of it. Natalia watched was Olivia dug her nails into the blanket again and again. She had no illusions about what sex with Olivia Spencer would be like. She wanted those nails on her skin.
She reached out and covered the hand with her own, attempting to stop its movements, and repeated, “Olivia.” She waited for several moments, still getting very little response. She removed her hand and reached up to Olivia’s face, touching her cheek gently.
“Open your eyes, Olivia.”
Olivia took deep breaths and forced her eyes open.
Natalia waited until those deep green eyes were focused and locked on her own. “Why are you holding back?” she asked.
A look of surprise flittered across Olivia’s face. “I’m not,” she said because she truly felt like she wasn’t holding back. She simply wanted their first experience together to be more... polite than sex with Olivia Spencer usually was.
“I may be new at this, but I’m not new to Olivia Spencer.” Natalia reached down and pulled her hand from the blanket and entwined their fingers together. “Perhaps I’ve fantasized too much,” Natalia said in a whisper close to her ear. “But I always assumed you would exhibit much, much less restraint in a situation like this.” Natalia drew their entwined hands toward her body and placed Olivia’s hand firmly against her ass. “Please don’t disappoint me.”
A smile spread across Natalia’s face as she felt Olivia’s fingers clench tightly against her skin. Soon, Olivia’s other hand joined in mirroring the movements of its mate. She felt fingernails press firmly against her and pressed her body back against the touch. She braced herself, one hand on either side of Olivia’s head, and arched her back, reveling in the feel of Olivia’s hands kneading and pulling apart the flesh beneath her hands.
Olivia scraped her nails slowly, firmly up Natalia’s back, all the way to her shoulders.
“That’s it,” Natalia said, her voice little more than a moan of pleasure, and lowered her mouth to Olivia’s once more. Olivia invaded her with a rough kiss. Their tongues and teeth met each other in a wild, uncontrolled battle for control as Olivia’s hands continued their sharp path across Natalia’s skin.
“Fuck me,” Olivia said in between kisses and gasps for air. “I need you to fuck me, Natalia.”
Natalia smiled, a lazy, predatory smile and said, “As you wish,” mirroring Olivia’s earlier words.
Almost instantly, Olivia felt herself impaled by three long fingers and released a loud cry as her body arched upward.
“Oh God, yes…” Olivia said. A smile spread across her face as she opened her legs and fully accepted the hard thrusting of Natalia’s fingers inside of her. “So good.”
Natalia closed her eyes and focused on the feel of her fingers thrusting in and out of Olivia. She felt the woman clenching hard against her fingers with each thrust, and wished her fingers were more sensitive. She wanted to feel every nuance of each surface that slid beneath her fingers. With each thrust, she plunged her fingers in deeply and twisted them, dragging them against Olivia’s slick walls, as she tried to memorize each changing texture.
“I’m so close,” Olivia said into her ear. Her fingers were pressed firmly, almost painfully into Natalia’s back and sides and the other woman reveled in it. She felt like her body was being overtaken by lust for Olivia and each strong touch deepened the overwhelming desire.
Natalia gasped and thrust her fingers harder into Olivia when she felt her begin to clench tightly around her fingers. Olivia cried out and dug her nails into the skin of Natalia’s lower back. Fingers thrust into Olivia at a fast, hard pace, and Natalia rode her body with a hedonistic pleasure as she watched her cry out in ecstasy. Her hips thrust against Natalia’s hand again and again until her hard convulsions began to slow.
Natalia was so consumed by the feel of Olivia’s release against her hand that she could barely keep her eyes open. She struggled with her own passion because she needed to watch Olivia. She needed to see everything her lover was feeling. She watched as Olivia’s body sank back into the blankets. She watched as her mouth fell open, her breath coming in small, ragged gasps. She watched as Olivia lifted her hand slowly to her mouth, as if a hand could steady her breathing. She watched as Olivia’s eyes fluttered open and attempted to focus on her.
Natalia had never seen anything more beautiful.
She leaned down and pressed her lips slowly against Olivia’s with a deep tenderness. She continued to move her fingers inside Olivia almost imperceptibly as she poured emotion and love across her soft lips.
“I love you so very much,” Olivia said when their lips parted.
“I love you too,” Natalia whispered slowly as she slid her fingers from Olivia’s hot center. She watched as Olivia’s eyes fluttered shut. She bit her lip against a gasp that slipped from her throat. “You are so beautiful.”
Olivia wrapped her arms around Natalia. She rested her head on Olivia’s shoulder and wrapped her arms around her tightly. They lay for long moments, feeling each other breathe as their hearts slowed their frantic pace.
Eventually, Natalia felt Olivia’s hands begin to move against her back, long sensual movements that laid tracks of heat against her skin. She could feel when Olivia’s touch passed over certain areas that were probably red from earlier. She pressed into Olivia’s body and moaned at these touches. When she felt Olivia attempt to roll her to the side, attempt to take control, she reached down and grabbed Olivia’s hands. She pushed them up over her head and looked into Olivia’s eyes.
“I’m not done,” she said and leaned down, pressing a heavy kiss onto the middle of Olivia’s chest.
“Natalia,” said a startled Olivia, she wanted nothing more than to return the pleasure Natalia had just given her. “You can’t expect…”
“I can’t be done,” Natalia said almost harshly, interrupting her lover’s protest.
She leaned down and capture Olivia’s nipple between her teeth and pulled gently. Olivia rolled her head back and all thoughts of protest fled her mind.
Natalia grasped Olivia’s breast in her hand and opened her mouth widely, trying to take in as much of Olivia as she could. She swirled her tongue around the hard nipple again and again. Olivia reached down and ran her fingertips against Natalia’s scalp, pushing her ever so gently down against her breast. She felt Natalia moan into her and the vibration caused her legs to involuntarily open wider. She was amazed at how ready she was for Natalia’s touch again. Unable to stop herself, she felt her hands and arms involuntarily pushing Natalia’s head down her body.
Natalia smiled against Olivia’s skin as she kissed down her stomach. The gentle, insistent push of Olivia’s hands made her feel like she was being lovingly guided into a promised land of bliss. Once she lowered her body between Olivia’s legs, she reached out and parted the folds with her fingers. She ran a thumb gently over the wetness she found there. She dipped her index finger in and coated the digit. She looked up toward Olivia’s watching face and slid the finger into her mouth.
“God,” Olivia moaned and shifted her hips impatiently. She reached down and ran her fingers firmly through Natalia’s hair. Natalia closed her eyes in pleasure as she licked her finger clean. Olivia was helpless to do anything but watch as Natalia comfortably positioned herself between her legs. She leaned her face down, close to Olivia’s center and brushed her nose against the curls she found there. She breathed deeply and released a contented sigh.
She hooked her arms beneath Olivia’s thighs and lifted them up against her shoulders. She lifted her own backside into the air and could feel the warm heat from the fire radiating against the back of her legs. She spread her legs slightly and allowed the warmth to play against her skin as she leaned in and pressed her tongue against Olivia’s clit.
Olivia was instantly overwhelmed by the contact. Natalia’s tongue wasn’t moving, it was simply pressing against her, firm control holding it in place. Olivia breathed deeply and couldn’t move. She felt like she was being held, suspended, as if Natalia had the power to control time itself.
After long moments, Natalia slowly moved her tongue lower. She guided it through the slick juices and lapped at them gently. Olivia was so wet she could do little more than drink her way to the skin beneath.
When Natalia began slowly swirling her tongue around her clit, Olivia felt her entire body surge with a pleasure so deep, an orgasm hit her before she had a chance to temper it in an attempt to prolong the pleasure. Her hand flew desperately to Natalia’s head and she pressed the beautiful woman’s face against her as she bucked against the wild force of the orgasm.
When Olivia had finally released the firm grip on her hair Natalia lifted her face and looked up at her lover. She was laying with her arms laying loosely to her sides and head held limply to the side. Natalia smiled and took one last, lingering taste of Olivia before she moved up and settled in beside her.
“Mmmrm,” Olivia said eloquently as Natalia pulled her into her arms.
Natalia ran her fingers gently through Olivia’s hair and pressed light kisses against her forehead.
“Heaven,” Olivia murmured against her chest and ran her palm across Natalia’s stomach.
Natalia sighed happily and rested her hand on top of Olivia’s as it trailed circles across her flesh. Olivia looked down and watched as their hands traveled together across Natalia’s skin. The beauty of the two skin tones pressed together reminded her how much Natalia must need a release of her own. She moved her hand up to cup Natalia’s breast and felt Natalia’s hand press into hers gently, increasing the contact. She smiled and shifted herself down far enough to take one of Natalia’s nipples into her mouth.
A gasp escaped Natalia’s mouth and she pressed Olivia’s hand more firmly against her. Olivia ran a thumb firmly against her nipple as she continued to suck and nip at the other nipple. Natalia moaned at the contact and ran her arm up Olivia’s arm.
She reached behind Olivia’s neck and pulled her up for a kiss. Olivia kissed her deeply, her tongue making long firm strokes inside her mouth, making promises of things to come. She moved her lower body firmly between Natalia’s legs and pushed her lower stomach into Natalia as they kissed. Natalia wrapped her legs around Olivia’s back and pushed her wet center into Olivia’s skin. Olivia pressed into her firmly, thrusting her hips forward as they kissed.
Olivia broke away from the kiss and watched Natalia’s face as she thrust against her. Natalia’s mouth was half open and she squeezed her eyes shut tighter with each firm push.
“I need to taste you, Natalia,” Olivia said before leaning down and brushing her tongue across Natalia’s chest.
“Yes,” Natalia murmured and pushed on Olivia’s shoulders as a sign of eager permission.
Olivia kissed her way slowly down Natalia’s body which elicited more than a few moans of impatient protest. When she was finally settled between Natalia’s legs, she took a long moment to memorize the intricacies of Natalia’s curves and folds before dipping her head down to lick gently at the areas of Natalia’s inner thighs which were coated with evidence of her arousal. She purred against the skin as she took her first tastes and trailed her tongue lightly until it was swirling gently against aroused deep pink folds.
Natalia threw her head back and leaned her entire body down onto Olivia’s mouth. Olivia pressed her lips firmly onto the offered skin and pulled Natalia’s clit firmly into her mouth. Natalia reached down and grasped her hair, wildly seeking out more contact.
“Oh, Olivia, yes… more… yes,” she mumbled losing herself in the blissful touch of Olivia’s tongue.
Olivia brought her fingers to Natalia’s opening and pressed two fingers inside gently. Natalia moaned and released her hair helplessly. Olivia reached up with her free hand and grasped Natalia’s hand tightly. Natalia held on tightly and pressed their hands into the blankets forcefully as she pushed herself onto Olivia’s fingers.
Olivia began sliding her fingers gently in and out of Natalia as she sucked and swirled her tongue around Natalia’s clit. She lifted her eyes and watched as Natalia’s full breasts moved up and down in time with her movements. She knew the sight of Natalia lost in pleasure, bucking against her forcefully was a sight she’d never tire of seeing.
Olivia moaned against Natalia’s skin as she felt her lover begin to lose control against impending release. She clenched their hands together tighter, attempting to keep Natalia grounded, as she kept the thrust of her fingers steady and strong. She slid a third finger inside Natalia and was rewarded with a sharp cry and an almost painful clenching against her fingers.
Natalia released a loud moan as her upper body rose from the blankets. She froze in midair and her whole body went rigid as the orgasm gripped her. Suddenly, she fell back and allowed the hard convulsions to ravage her body again and again. Olivia’s mouth and fingers never halted their forceful movements until Natalia lay limp and spent beneath her.
Olivia was still licking and sucking the soft folds of her lover when she felt Natalia tug on her hand in a silent attempt to pull her up. Olivia immediately lifted her body up and settled beside her. Natalia moved toward her and draped her body over Olivia’s. She moaned softly as their warm, sweaty bodies reconnected fully with each other.
“My God, Olivia. I love you so very much. I… I can’t even put into words how amazing that was,” Natalia said, reaching for Olivia’s face clumsily, unable to open her eyes.
Olivia smiled and leaned in for a lazy, soft kiss.
“I love you too, my angel.” Olivia purred and pulled her lover close. “And words are over rated.”
“Mmmm,” Natalia agreed and snuggled into Olivia’s arms. “No more words.”
Both women closed their eyes and drifted into a deep, contented sleep in each other’s arms as the dying fire crackled softly nearby.