"escape to the unknown, useless. escape to endless love, complete."
I think in every person's life we wonder up and down hills and valleys and many times we forget the clarity we have found, but many times we remember and those are some of the most beautiful moments. I had one of these a few weeks ago, when I had become so numb from this life and I had began to forget the one true love that I was once so dependent upon. And I layed in my room all night realizing this, on my bed with a wet face from tears, growing with each moment closer to understanding. Bathed in love, a renewed spirit.
You are a beautiful person Ali. I think because you and Janessa are such good friends for a long time I held bitterness inside of me about that. There was a lot of confusion, and a lot of unloviness from me about it. I wanted to tell you that I am truly sorry for keeping that in my heart, and not loving you the way you deserve to be loved.
Hi Chan, I feel bad that we have to write to each other to talk about this subject, but we never see each other and it is long overdue. Girl, I completely agree with you about unloviness. For a while I did feel like I was intruding and I am sorry for that as well and I am sorry if it seems like I took Janessa away from you. In all honesty, I know that God has devined our friendship, and because of the timing of her in my life, God used her save my life. I apologize for being unkind and/or completely myself towards you. And, I agree that there was a lot of confusion and misunderstanding involved. I never meant to take your best friend away from you. I am sorry for that. You really touched my heart by saying that you were "not loving you[me] the way you[i]deserve to be loved." You are so completely right, you deserved to be loved unconditionally too, just like every person. The way you worded that really caught my attention, even for outside of our situation and on a broad scale; I will not forget it. I think that you are a pretty
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escape to endless love, complete."
I think in every person's life we wonder up and down hills and valleys and many times we forget the clarity we have found, but many times we remember and those are some of the most beautiful moments. I had one of these a few weeks ago, when I had become so numb from this life and I had began to forget the one true love that I was once so dependent upon. And I layed in my room all night realizing this, on my bed with a wet face from tears, growing with each moment closer to understanding. Bathed in love, a renewed spirit.
You are a beautiful person Ali.
I think because you and Janessa are such good friends for a long time I held bitterness inside of me about that. There was a lot of confusion, and a lot of unloviness from me about it. I wanted to tell you that I am truly sorry for keeping that in my heart, and not loving you the way you deserve to be loved.
♥ chantal
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