One more thing
Title: One more thing
Series: Love hurts
Written by: Parishs
Rating: pg
Summary: Luke texts with Reid after their wonderful morning together (Luke's POV)
Prompt: Fun Fic Friday prompt of One more thing (10-24-2014)
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Warning: English is not my native language, unbeta-ed.
Previous chapter
It was almost impossible to walk to the University, to the place where people were expecting me to teach, to focus, but I had no choice, I had to talk about Rem Koolhaas, my favorite architect. I named my horse after him.
Rem had opened my eyes when it came to finding solutions for unsolvable problems.
I had talked about him so often that I could do it on automatic pilot, thank god, because today someone else had opened my eyes too. I could still feel Reid’s fingers on my skin and his teeth biting me.
He was surprised that I was startled about it, he had done that before obviously.
“Pain and pleasure can be a very pleasant combination”, he had whispered, and he was right, when he licked my nipple again I tried to relax and feel what his ministrations did to me. I had to let go when I was with him, I had to hand him the control and be sure that what he did was good. He could teach me so much, this breathtaking guy.
He was the first one who topped me, ever. This weird morning after my terrible night had become the most memorable moment of my life. Reid had seem me, he saw how unstable I was and how much I needed him, and he didn’t hesitate, he wanted to be there for me and show me that I was important to him.
How could I have been doubting about what he felt for me? He had asked me if I wanted to be his boyfriend.
He didn’t know how much shit he invited in his life when he wanted to be with me though. My first instinct was to keep him at arm length, but it didn’t work, not for him nor for me, we needed to be together. It felt like a higher force had connected us a while ago with long invisible wires and pulled them up slowly, my need to be with him got stronger every day. I didn’t have a picture perfect about us yet, about living together or something as definitive as that, but since this morning I craved to call him and tell him how wonderful he had been.
It also made me a bit sad, because all my relationships from the past seemed such clumsy attempts compared to this new one. I had never felt …..god it was hard to find words for what I felt for Reid, he slowly became the man I was thinking about during the day, and I wanted to be with him, I needed to look in his eyes, not to be sure that everything would be alright, but because I felt a tingle in my stomach when I did.
Somehow it didn’t matter that he had been an alcoholic and that I had been depressed, when we looked at each other we knew that we would be able to make each other happy.
Man, that sounded sappy, but it was all I needed right now. Sitting at my desk I felt the vibration of my phone. A message from Reg.
Hey baby, Dolly tonight right?
Shit, it was Friday, and I couldn’t take my man home with me, I had to go to the bar and have fun with my friends. Maybe we could skip a week, I wanted to push him on my bed and…
No that wasn’t fair, my friends had been so good to me when I was with Noah, and afterwards, when he had left me. They were like family to me and they put everything aside one night a week to be together. But I had to see Reid, I had to be sure he was going to be there too.
Hey boyfriend, you are going to be at Dolly tonight, right?
Of course, but I’m coming a little later, I have to make up for the time I lost this morning
Hhmm, when I think about that I am getting hard again
Really? You know I love you that way
I love you in every way
We sound like teenagers Luke, this has to stop
Shall I bring you dinner?
I can eat at the cafeteria
Okay, I just thought of a way to see you again, I don’t want to hover
You’re not Luke, it was very nice of you, maybe we should do that, take a while to eat something. I want to see you too
Shall I get us some chili?
From Al’s? O god yes please
I want to thank you for what you did this morning
Was I that good?
Haha, yes you were, but I was in such a bad mood when you arrived, and when I left I was …
Satisfied?
Yes that too, but you also managed to take away my headache.
I could see it Luke, that you didn’t feel well, it brought out the beast in me
Hahaha
I am serious
O sorry
When you look so sad and your muscles feel like marine cables, I get in a protection mode I have never felt before
Is that a good thing? I don’t want you to feel like that
Why not? If we are going to be together we have to have each other’s back Luke, you have to accept my care
But this is all very new to me
I am aware of that, you have always been the one who was taking care of everyone around you, I have seen how you try to keep all the balls in the air
You make me sound like a woman
You kinda are
You think so?
No of course not, I know how manly you are
I have to talk to you tonight, before we go to the bar, I want to tell you why I was so stressed this morning
Can’t you app me?
No I want to look at you when I tell you about it
That sounds serious
Yes it is, but I want to share it with you
This feels like an important moment
Why?
Because you want to share something big with me, I have noticed that you are very private
I am not used to share my shit with others
You do with Reg
Are you still jealous?
I never was
Yes you were, are maybe
Okay I am, but it’s because I hope that one day we will have the same intense connection as you have with him, not because you have a history with him
Not?
Yeah well, maybe too, I get these images of the two of you together when we are at Dolly
He has never bitten me if that eases you
I can’t understand why no one ever did that to you, you have these hard nipples that scream to be bitten
And one more thing, you are the first guy that fucked me
You were a virgin?
In that perspective, yes
Why didn’t you tell me?
I didn’t want to interrupt, you were making me feel so good
O wow, I didn’t realize that it would be your first time
With you I seem to have a lot of first times
Are you okay? Physically?
Yes you were very careful
O my god, looking back I realize how special it was
Because I gave you my virginity?
No because I am the first one you trust enough to try it with
It shows how good I feel with you, yes. It didn’t even cross my mind to stop you
And this afternoon you are going to share something big with me, that’s a lot in one day Luke
Is it too much? I can tell you another time but I have to get it off my chest, it’s a problem I have been thinking about all night and I have no idea how to solve it
We have a weird relationship
Why do you say that? It feels very right to me
Because we don’t talk Luke, we assume and we enjoy the sex. But I want to get to know you
Yes I realize that, I want to get to know you too
I really have to get to work, I am sorry
Me too, I am already late for my class
I really like you Luke
I love you Reid
But you don’t know me
It feels good, and for now that’s enough, isn’t that weird?
It’s wonderful, see you tonight
Next chapter
Series: Love hurts
Written by: Parishs
Rating: pg
Summary: Luke texts with Reid after their wonderful morning together (Luke's POV)
Prompt: Fun Fic Friday prompt of One more thing (10-24-2014)
Disclaimer: I own nothing
Warning: English is not my native language, unbeta-ed.
Previous chapter
It was almost impossible to walk to the University, to the place where people were expecting me to teach, to focus, but I had no choice, I had to talk about Rem Koolhaas, my favorite architect. I named my horse after him.
Rem had opened my eyes when it came to finding solutions for unsolvable problems.
I had talked about him so often that I could do it on automatic pilot, thank god, because today someone else had opened my eyes too. I could still feel Reid’s fingers on my skin and his teeth biting me.
He was surprised that I was startled about it, he had done that before obviously.
“Pain and pleasure can be a very pleasant combination”, he had whispered, and he was right, when he licked my nipple again I tried to relax and feel what his ministrations did to me. I had to let go when I was with him, I had to hand him the control and be sure that what he did was good. He could teach me so much, this breathtaking guy.
He was the first one who topped me, ever. This weird morning after my terrible night had become the most memorable moment of my life. Reid had seem me, he saw how unstable I was and how much I needed him, and he didn’t hesitate, he wanted to be there for me and show me that I was important to him.
How could I have been doubting about what he felt for me? He had asked me if I wanted to be his boyfriend.
He didn’t know how much shit he invited in his life when he wanted to be with me though. My first instinct was to keep him at arm length, but it didn’t work, not for him nor for me, we needed to be together. It felt like a higher force had connected us a while ago with long invisible wires and pulled them up slowly, my need to be with him got stronger every day. I didn’t have a picture perfect about us yet, about living together or something as definitive as that, but since this morning I craved to call him and tell him how wonderful he had been.
It also made me a bit sad, because all my relationships from the past seemed such clumsy attempts compared to this new one. I had never felt …..god it was hard to find words for what I felt for Reid, he slowly became the man I was thinking about during the day, and I wanted to be with him, I needed to look in his eyes, not to be sure that everything would be alright, but because I felt a tingle in my stomach when I did.
Somehow it didn’t matter that he had been an alcoholic and that I had been depressed, when we looked at each other we knew that we would be able to make each other happy.
Man, that sounded sappy, but it was all I needed right now. Sitting at my desk I felt the vibration of my phone. A message from Reg.
Hey baby, Dolly tonight right?
Shit, it was Friday, and I couldn’t take my man home with me, I had to go to the bar and have fun with my friends. Maybe we could skip a week, I wanted to push him on my bed and…
No that wasn’t fair, my friends had been so good to me when I was with Noah, and afterwards, when he had left me. They were like family to me and they put everything aside one night a week to be together. But I had to see Reid, I had to be sure he was going to be there too.
Hey boyfriend, you are going to be at Dolly tonight, right?
Of course, but I’m coming a little later, I have to make up for the time I lost this morning
Hhmm, when I think about that I am getting hard again
Really? You know I love you that way
I love you in every way
We sound like teenagers Luke, this has to stop
Shall I bring you dinner?
I can eat at the cafeteria
Okay, I just thought of a way to see you again, I don’t want to hover
You’re not Luke, it was very nice of you, maybe we should do that, take a while to eat something. I want to see you too
Shall I get us some chili?
From Al’s? O god yes please
I want to thank you for what you did this morning
Was I that good?
Haha, yes you were, but I was in such a bad mood when you arrived, and when I left I was …
Satisfied?
Yes that too, but you also managed to take away my headache.
I could see it Luke, that you didn’t feel well, it brought out the beast in me
Hahaha
I am serious
O sorry
When you look so sad and your muscles feel like marine cables, I get in a protection mode I have never felt before
Is that a good thing? I don’t want you to feel like that
Why not? If we are going to be together we have to have each other’s back Luke, you have to accept my care
But this is all very new to me
I am aware of that, you have always been the one who was taking care of everyone around you, I have seen how you try to keep all the balls in the air
You make me sound like a woman
You kinda are
You think so?
No of course not, I know how manly you are
I have to talk to you tonight, before we go to the bar, I want to tell you why I was so stressed this morning
Can’t you app me?
No I want to look at you when I tell you about it
That sounds serious
Yes it is, but I want to share it with you
This feels like an important moment
Why?
Because you want to share something big with me, I have noticed that you are very private
I am not used to share my shit with others
You do with Reg
Are you still jealous?
I never was
Yes you were, are maybe
Okay I am, but it’s because I hope that one day we will have the same intense connection as you have with him, not because you have a history with him
Not?
Yeah well, maybe too, I get these images of the two of you together when we are at Dolly
He has never bitten me if that eases you
I can’t understand why no one ever did that to you, you have these hard nipples that scream to be bitten
And one more thing, you are the first guy that fucked me
You were a virgin?
In that perspective, yes
Why didn’t you tell me?
I didn’t want to interrupt, you were making me feel so good
O wow, I didn’t realize that it would be your first time
With you I seem to have a lot of first times
Are you okay? Physically?
Yes you were very careful
O my god, looking back I realize how special it was
Because I gave you my virginity?
No because I am the first one you trust enough to try it with
It shows how good I feel with you, yes. It didn’t even cross my mind to stop you
And this afternoon you are going to share something big with me, that’s a lot in one day Luke
Is it too much? I can tell you another time but I have to get it off my chest, it’s a problem I have been thinking about all night and I have no idea how to solve it
We have a weird relationship
Why do you say that? It feels very right to me
Because we don’t talk Luke, we assume and we enjoy the sex. But I want to get to know you
Yes I realize that, I want to get to know you too
I really have to get to work, I am sorry
Me too, I am already late for my class
I really like you Luke
I love you Reid
But you don’t know me
It feels good, and for now that’s enough, isn’t that weird?
It’s wonderful, see you tonight
Next chapter