FIC: The Connections Series, Part 20/23, "I'm ready" (Charlie/Colby, NC-17)
My new Charlie/Colby NC-17 is here!! :D
I was so promoting this chapter in Part 19. I hope that it's worth reading.
All I'm going to say is... ENJOY. ;) I'll try to answer to comments soon, but I have an exam tonight, so maybe responses will get to you a little late. I'm sorry about that... but that's RL, so what can I do? Anyways, I'll do my best to get back to you as soon as I can.
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Title: I'm ready
Series: The Connections Series, Part 20/23
Characters: Charlie/Colby
Rating: NC-17
Spoilers: None.
Summary: Can Charlie and Colby actually slow down?
Feedback: I can't wait to get your lovely feedback. :D
Disclaimer: I do not own Numb3rs or anything related to it. But I do own the ideas used for this fic in terms of the story and my OCs.
Beta: The always amazing irena_adler.
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Go to Part 19: Slow down, PG-13
Go to Part 21: Embracing the connection, rated R
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The Connections Series
Part 20: “I’m ready…”
Charlie immediately went towards Colby and cupped his face. “No, Colby. Please, don’t cry… You never cry.”
After his lover’s words, Colby looked at the floor, feeling completely embarrassed, because he had cried over Charlie that same day. “Well, everybody cries when they’re hurt.”
“I’m so sorry, I’m so sorry…” Charlie kissed the other man’s cheek in the sweetest way ever. “Let me fix this… Let me, please…”
“What about slowing down?”
There was a moment in which they stared at each other, both with teary eyes and flushed cheeks. But Charlie broke the silence and muttered very close to Colby’s mouth, “I get your point, and I actually think that you’re right. If that will make you believe me, I’ll slow down as much as you want…”
“Really? You’ll stop asking me to kiss you, you’ll stop being so impulsive?”
“Yeah. Anything you want, as long as we’re together.”
They were talking in whispers, still crying softly. Charlie caressed Colby’s cheeks with the tip of his fingers, and he started to retreat, so he could give the other man some of the space he wanted so badly.
And then Colby suddenly reached for him; their mouths crushed in an intense, fierce kiss.
Colby had made the first step now. And Charlie hadn’t resisted. Because they knew they wouldn’t be able to slow down. They had longed for each other for so long…
They messily put their arms around each other, the need to feel each other was too deep and the fire that was burning inside them was more alive than ever.
They walked backwards and stumbled with one of the walls. Charlie was pressed against it, breathing hard between wet kisses, molding his hands to Colby’s torso, running his fingers over his back.
He held Colby like he didn’t want to let him go and moaned when his lover placed an open-mouthed kiss just below his right ear. Charlie squeezed his eyes and felt like his brain was about to die from the pleasure provided to that magnificent spot.
Unexpectedly, Colby ran his tongue in circles over that amazingly sensitive place, making Charlie jump hard against the wall and tug at his light blue shirt. The mathematician wanted to rip it off right now and see Colby just as he was for the second time in less than 24 hours. So Colby himself, helped by Charlie’s skilled hands, took the shirt off and threw it to the floor, far away.
A moment later, they were kissing while removing each other’s belts… And right after they had discarded them, Colby felt Charlie’s fingers cupping his ass while the mathematician dipped his tongue deep inside the agent’s hot mouth at the same time… Finally, Colby enjoyed Charlie’s tongue on his chest… getting lower and lower…
And then Charlie knelt and with a desperate pleading on his eyes, looked up. He waited for Colby to understand what he wanted.
Colby became silent and he looked back at his lover. He could feel the firm grip on his jeans at the knees and he knew that his mouth was hanging open because of the image he had in front of his eyes. From there he could see his own jeans open and a little part of his boxers underneath them. Of course, he could also observe the bulge that was rapidly glowing inside them. But what turned him on the most was seeing Charlie just centimeters away from it, begging to be able to… Oh god, just the thought of it…
“Colby… Please, lie on the rug…”
Charlie wiped his tears. Colby thought he was so kind and respectful all the time. He remembered well when the mathematician had begged his permission to fuck him the night before, even if they were going to take things slow, without any kind of expectations in their first time together.
But this wasn’t their first time. And there were so many things they hadn’t tried out yet. So many things.
Even knowing that most certainly he could die from watching Charlie suck him off, Colby nodded and silently sat on the rug they were both standing in. He looked at his lover, who was waiting for him to get in a more comfortable position, and then he lay on his back. Colby wanted to survive to this fantastic experience, so he wasn’t going to look…
He jumped in his place when he felt again Charlie’s hands caressing his thighs. It was a signal that Charlie was trying to make him relax, that he knew how nervous Colby was at the moment.
But Colby couldn’t hold his excitement and he opened his mouth in a silent moan when Charlie placed a hot kiss on his bellybutton. The unexpected sensation made a shiver run down Colby’s spine and provoked his cock to pulse, still waiting to be touched just the right way.
It was impossible for Colby not to look at Charlie when he lowered the agent’s jeans and boxers until they were around his ankles. “Oh, god,” Colby muttered when he could see himself with his legs open and his hard cock throbbing and already leaking. And what was even more fantastic, Charlie just stared at Colby’s length with flushed cheeks and a shy look and licked his own lips in anticipation.
This was about to happen, and Colby wouldn’t be able to handle the sensations. So he just looked away, at the ceiling, and felt completely at Charlie’s mercy. And suddenly he realized that it was such a delicious feeling to trust his lover and to know that he would take care of him so well.
From Charlie’s view, Colby was the only man he had ever seen like this. He was the only man that could get him so aroused and make him feel so important and wanted and loved.
Charlie lowered his gaze again to admire the way Colby’s cock pulsed and screamed to be caressed. The tip was covered in precum and it was just so hot, all of this because of the anticipation. Experimentally, because he had never done this before with a man, Charlie licked the ridge of Colby’s cock while he ran his thumb over the tip.
The agent’s green eyes opened wide and he gasped for air. And this was just the beginning of a blowjob. How could this be so good already, when there was so much more to come? Colby giggled in embarrassment and pleasure, but he stopped smiling and moaned softly when he felt Charlie’s tongue running down his cock until it reached the tip. Very slowly that warm wet tongue pressed flat to it and then swirled around it trying to get the first taste.
Colby’s scent was musky, and his taste was addictive. Charlie took a deep breath of it and kept running his tongue over that sensitive cock, rewarding himself with some precum and waiting for Colby to feel ready enough for the next step. Apparently, he wasn’t doing it wrong, even if he was being guided only by his own intuition. His lover was whimpering, digging his fingers into the rug, not being able to squeeze anything to restrain himself from going completely wild.
Just watching Colby’s cock throb while he applied it some proper pressure, Charlie felt it was time to do what both of them knew was coming. He couldn’t stop wondering how amazing it would be to have that sharp amazing taste, and that firm hot flesh against his tongue… After a few seconds of thinking about it, he looked at Colby’s flushed face and urgently took half of his cock into his mouth.
It wasn’t weird for Charlie to do it. It could have been if it wasn’t Colby the one who was panting beneath him. It was so magnificent to see him whimper, staring at the ceiling, the soft light of the beginning of the afternoon on his thin, trembling eyelashes and his beautiful green eyes open in shock and pleasure.
Colby was starting to move his hips, still not thrusting but definitely wanting more. Charlie wasn’t prepared for the arousal this built inside his chest and his groin, but he was eager to respond in any way he could to make his lover enjoy this moment the most. So he swallowed Colby’s cock and didn’t stop when the other man couldn’t take it anymore and started thrusting into his mouth.
The next seconds weren’t spent in silence. Colby gasped and whimpered, desperate to get more, and Charlie gave it to him by moaning deeply. The vibration sent cold shivers again to Colby’s body, this time to the sides of it, not the spine, and he knew he was about to come.
Of course Colby remembered that Charlie had licked his cum from his fingers when they had been together before. But the idea of swallowing it from his hard cock suddenly seemed very different. Maybe Charlie wasn’t ready for that yet. It was important to make a warning so there would be no regrets later.
In between moans, Colby managed to say with a trembling voice, “Charlie… I’m about to… you know…”
Charlie sucked him harder, not wanting to stop.
“Please, Charlie… I don’t think you’re ready… for that…”
Still, Charlie didn’t want to retreat. He sucked Colby’s cock even harder to send that message, but apparently Colby had taken the decision for both of them.
“Charlie, stop…”
It seemed that Colby didn’t understand with actions that Charlie really wanted him to come inside his mouth, that he wanted his lover to know that he was prepared for the last part of a blowjob, that he would gladly milk him until the end.
“No, Charlie, please, let it go… We should talk about this first…”
Colby reached for Charlie’s head and tried to take his length out of that hot mouth. He wanted to come inside it, but he wanted more to make sure that Charlie was really up to it in a conscious way, not just because of the arousal. They had time. They could try some others things first, make their relationship grow gradually until the perfect time to do this came.
Finally, he got to make Charlie let his cock go, but when this happened, the friction of Charlie’s tongue against the tip of his length made him lose all control. He came with heavy spurts and had to throw his head back while he moaned loudly.
He spent a few seconds trying to get himself together. He had to find the energy to breathe again and again until his heart stopped racing and got to normal rhythm.
Suddenly, he remembered what he had just done. Colby thought about what Charlie’s reaction to his rejection could be, and desperate to find out, he rested on his elbows and looked at his lover.
His mouth hanged open when he saw that Charlie was still between his legs, looking at Colby’s saliva glistening cock, which now was getting softer. He had several parts of his face covered in warm cum. Some of it was even close to his mouth.
Colby thought this was as sexy as feeling him sucking his cock. But he wasn’t expecting Charlie to do what he was about to do.
Like he wasn’t aware of Colby’s presence right there in front of him, Charlie lifted his hand and ran it over the cum that was dripping down his face. He looked at it and with dark eyes lazily he approached the fingers to his own mouth. Then he stucked out his tongue just a little and barely licked them. Finally, Charlie closed his eyes, took two fingers into his mouth and sucked them with lust.
And then he looked at Colby.
The agent’s eyes were fixed on the fingers that were lost inside Charlie’s mouth, but then Colby stared at Charlie’s heavy look, still in silence. This was way hotter than anything they’ve done until now. His brain had completely turned off.
In amusement, he watched Charlie get up and take off his own clothes without taking his eyes off of Colby. The agent thought it was perfect. He was almost naked, but Charlie was still completely dressed, except for his belt.
When Charlie was naked, he stared down at Colby through lowered lashes. His curls were all a mess, his eyes were dark, his face was covered in little spots of cum, his lips were swollen. And his cock was hard, the tip glistening just like Colby’s had been a minute ago. Although Colby was starting to get hard again.
Colby admired the beauty of that thin perfect body that was going to ravish him at any second, and he felt desire going back to his insides. While he was trying to manage that, he saw Charlie kneel again on the rug and felt him pressing his warm body against his.
It was reassuring to reach for that soft skin again, take it closer and closer until there was no air between them. Charlie’s hands ran over his chest, caressing his nipples with feather touches, while Colby’s hands covered the mathematician’s back.
Charlie was thrusting against Colby’s thigh, trying to get some friction just now, because he couldn’t take it anymore. Pure instinct made him shift that position and place himself between the legs of the delicious man he had underneath him.
The first brush of their leaking cocks made both men gasp in unison into each other’s mouths. They opened their lips and very slowly swirled their tongues connecting them in light friction. Eyes closed, minds not aware, or even interested, in the window, the white room, the white rug they were making love on. Two sweaty bodies only focused on trying to become one.
It was incredible how good it felt the way the different parts of their bodies fit together. They molded against each other naturally, like they were two soul mates celebrating the ritual of merging to form a single system.
Charlie moaned a little louder and placed his hands on each side of Colby’s face. While the agent thrust back to get some more of the delightful friction, he got the courage to talk in whispers. “Colby... would you…?”
“Mmm?” Colby muttered lovingly, his eyes still closed, his mouth open, his senses enjoying the nearness of Charlie’s body.
“Would you fuck me?”
Charlie’s voice was begging Colby to make him his with the sweetest tone. It seemed that he wasn’t sure of what Colby might respond.
The question actually took Colby by surprise. He hadn’t thought Charlie would want to be fucked; he had never considered the possibility, given the fact that he had asked Colby to be on the receiving end the night before.
But hearing and seeing Charlie pleading him to give him the ultimate pleasure was the most intimate proposal Colby had ever received. It was completely irresistible. With those dark brown eyes, those swollen lips that had provided him such pleasure, and those skilled hands… it was impossible to reject what Charlie needed so badly.
And then Charlie repeated, “Please… please, fuck me…”
“Are you s-“
“I’m ready…”
Charlie waited for Colby’s answer, and when it came, it wasn’t represented in words but in actions. Colby slowly grabbed Charlie’s arms and gently asked him to step away for a second.
Without thinking about it twice, the mathematician agreed, nodded and lay on the rug while he watched Colby trying to get up. He thought the agent was going to fuck him now, but Colby simply walked awkwardly towards the room. It was actually funny because he still had his shoes on and his jeans and boxers around his ankles.
When Colby got to his bedroom, he tried to get out of the remaining clothes so he could move better and be more comfortable. He was about to come free of his garments when he felt Charlie’s hands embracing his torso and his hips. Surprised, Colby laughed, and he heard Charlie laughing too.
They stumbled together until they got to the closet. While Colby pulled almost his stuff out of it and threw it away, trying to find something in particular, he gasped and giggled because Charlie was making desperate efforts to get him out of the rest of his clothes.
“Charlie, wait a second, we’ve got time…!” he said in amusement.
Charlie’s voice and kisses on his ear made him want to rush things. “We also said that we would slow down… but it seems that we’re not able to do that. Hurry up, please…”
“We need condoms… and lube…” Colby moaned, reaching for more of his stuff. “You know, we should be careful… just in case. We weren’t the last time…”
“Mmm… Why do you think that matters? It’s not like I’m going to get pregnant...”
“Of course not, but… I just think…”
“It’s ok… We can use a condom if you’re more comfortable with it… Whatever you want to do is more than fine with me, as long as you… make me yours…”
The touch of Charlie’s fingers against his hard nipples made Colby desperately look for what he needed. He found a condom and some lube at the bottom of the closet, and made a triumphal sound when he pulled them out. “Oh, finally!”
“Oh finally, indeed…” Charlie whispered, breathing into his lover’s ear.
Colby took a deep breath, closing his eyes, feeling those warm lips against his ear, and he almost let the condom and the little lube pot fall from his hand. When he noticed it, he had the urge to say something that he thought was relevant. “Charlie, you should know that… I haven’t done this for a long time… You know what I mean…”
“Really? I would have never known, since you did it so well last night,” Charlie reminded him. He was smiling, but then he got serious and said, “You don’t have to worry about anything, Colby… Just go with the flow and everything will be fine…”
For Colby it was really interesting to see how confident and sure Charlie sounded. Less than twenty four hours ago, he had been the one to tell the mathematician that. Now, they had switched roles, even if they were on the same page.
“Ok… so, where…?” Colby tried to ask, but he didn’t finish his question and just swallowed hard when he met Charlie’s eyes.
The only thing Charlie did was to look at the wall that was next to the rug they had been laying on a minute before. Then he watched Colby, who nodded again. Together they returned to the living room and showed how much they wanted each other with wet kisses one more time.
When Colby put his hands on Charlie’s shoulders, trying to let him know that he was ready for this, the mathematician went towards the wall and pressed his own body to it, facing away from his lover.
Now it was Colby’s turn to be the top, and it was so amazing and sexy for him to see Charlie waiting for him to fully take him. He approached him and admired Charlie’s ass, very aware that he would be inside of him very soon. Anticipation made him tremble and he muttered, “Could you please… open your legs a little further?”
“Oh, yeah… sure,” Charlie responded, and he definitely wasn’t as commanding as he had been before. The tone of his voice was shy, like he wanted this to happen right now because he had been waiting for it for ages.
When Charlie opened his legs, Colby thought that at this point of their lovemaking and all what they had been through, asking his lover if he was sure about this was meaningless. Charlie was completely giving himself to Colby this time, he had asked him to lovingly fuck him and had not taken it back. Even if he had never, ever done this before.
It was going to get some time to warm Charlie up, Colby was sure. He took a swipe of lube and very slowly ran one finger up and down Charlie’s ass crack. He felt his lover jump because it was cold, but then with Colby’s caresses and kisses, Charlie finally relaxed and got to enjoy the sensation of being opened up by the soft, lovely hands of Special Agent Colby Granger.
Colby could feel Charlie warming up and moaning in pleasure as slicked fingers entered him deeper and deeper, always gradually, being careful of not hurting him. He heard him whine “Colby…” but still, he continued stretching his lover’s hole. In fact, Colby kissed the skin around it, because it was a the sweet virgin ass of the only man that could make him go crazy.
But Charlie wasn’t willing to wait much longer. He knew his cock had been hard for several minutes now, and that those warm fingers where making him moan incoherent words and Colby’s name. He wouldn’t last much, and he wanted to have his release with his lover buried deep inside him.
He started to fuck himself on Colby’s incredible fingers, because he didn’t dare to ask for what he really wanted. He had begged his lover to take him, and yet now he was totally vulnerable and about to break, and he was going shy. There was no reason for that to happen, but that was definitely the reason for him to show Colby his joy with moans and whimpers, and not direct orders anymore.
There was only one word that his mouth could say, and it was “Colby… Colby…” over and over again.
And finally, when he felt the agent’s cock brushing his entrance, he swallowed hard. Then Colby gently entered his cock into Charlie’s ass, making them both gasp and turn their heads to the side.
Colby retreated and entered his lover again, putting his hands around his beautiful torso. He and Charlie moaned louder and louder with every thrust, but the mathematician had another idea in his mind --a shift of position.
He pushed Colby away from him, turned around and kept pushing him until his lover’s back hit against the opposite wall. Then Charlie turned around again, facing away from Colby, and waited.
Colby immediately guided himself again inside him, and when he was surrounded by that tight heat one more time, he lifted his head and gasped while taking Charlie closer, not wanting to let him go. He discovered that there was no need for him to take a firm grip on Charlie’s hips. Charlie himself had placed his hands on Colby’s ass, right between the agent’s body and the wall, and he was helping him to thrust harder into his own puckered hole.
There was nothing hotter and lovelier than watching Charlie’s face while he was getting fucked. Maybe Colby didn’t have a full view of it, but the profile of it was beautiful enough to make him stare at it. Charlie had his eyes closed, his cheeks were red and little drops of sweat were dripping down it, mixing with the cum that was starting to get dry. His mouth was barely open and he was gasping and moaning very softly with each thrust he felt.
The urge to kiss him took Colby by surprise. So he turned around Charlie’s head a little, he reached for that mouth, licked it slowly and tenderly until those lips were glistening and more swollen than ever.
Charlie enjoyed the kiss and continued whining in a shy way until Colby sped up the pace. However, the mathematician didn’t go with the faster movements; he just let Colby take control. He kept his eyes closed, feeling the connection of his body and his lover’s joined in a private session of sweet love.
With one hard thrust Colby came hard and punched his head against the wall when he threw it back. Seconds later, Charlie couldn’t hold himself anymore and he let go. His cock suddenly shot his load all over the rug.
Now that they both had had their release, Charlie and Colby lost their force and they just let themselves slowly slide down the wall until they could sat on the rug. There, they tried to catch their breath.
After a few seconds of heavy breathing, Charlie was the first to talk. “Are… are you ok?” he asked in a whisper, still not opening his eyes.
Colby, who was still buried inside him, remembered that he had hurt his head, but he knew it was nothing serious. “Yeah… it was nothing…” He closed his eyes too.
None of them wanted to wake up from the delicious stillness of heart they felt after what they had done. Lovingly, Colby embraced Charlie’s body a little closer, and he felt the mathematician’s hands caressing his arms.
“Colby…”
“Yeah?”
“Can we stay… like this… for a while…?”
“Huh… I was about to ask you… the same thing…”
“Ok…” Charlie whispered.
“Ok…” Colby responded, breathlessly.
They spent ten minutes enjoying the sensation of being truly loved by another person. It was something they had never felt before. They had never felt what it was like to have such a perfect connection with another human being on earth.
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A/N: He he. *drools*
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There are 3 chapters left for The Connections Series to be over...
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The song I chose for this chapter
(and the AMAZING video made by mia_dcwut_09 )
(Song suggested by reader Twin's Mom)
Faith Hill - "Breathe"
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