probably the stupidest thing i've ever written.

[paramnesia_is]

i know people say: "live each day like it's your last". and everybody knows that they might die tomorrow. but does anyone actually consider it? people our age often choose their funeral songs, but do we really expect to die before we become old and wheelchair bound? do we cherish the people in our lives knowing that tomorrow we might not be around

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[boysglorybox]

I'm scared of death. I actually think about it; like ways I could die or how I might die, or how I won't tell the people I care about what I think etc before I die. I even think about how people will find out that I'm dead. It really scares me how I think about stuff like that, but I suppose it's a part of life.
Also; I hate thinking of the future because I have no idea what lies before me ><
NOT the stupidest thing you have ever written, Tess.

[paramnesia_is]

Oh thankyou for that reply mim. It was reassuring. Actually I don't know why that reassures me... people thinking about death... i sound like some sort of morbid sicko. but thanksh. ^-^

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[atlasunderwater]

Right now in the present, at this very moment in my life i am unafraid of death because i know it is inevitable and have accepted it as such. I think everybody forgets their mortality sometimes but then something happens to remind us. I like to think that my life has not been a waste whether i am a hobo or an aerospace engineer it is a life and its value can only be determined by the person living it. Oh and you're right people don't tell each other how they truly feel it's like waiting for the other person to ask, 'How do you really feel?'
So i'll tell you how i feel: I feel like i want to get to know you better. I think you have the best fashion sense i've seen in the schoolyard. I think you should cut your hair short again. I think you overlook the big picture sometimes even though thats what your looking at. Although these feelings may be completely off the mark in your eyes it is how i really feel.

Hope that gave you a smile because the truth can be awkward. ^_^

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[paramnesia_is]

oh wow, thankyou lauren. no really. hmm i feel it inappropriate to reply to that here, but i will talk to you on msn about what you said (if it's not too awkward ^_^) next time i sign in.

[anonymous]

dibs on pyklz 'fill me in'

[meepers_dani]

i never had a goal till the other day.
i grew up thinking my body was broken.. a dud.
i never saw the point. i wasnt going to be around for long.
that the day that i would die would be closer than the ones around me.
test after test just reassured my thinking that i had to live for each day.
im not dying because my body is a dud, im living because its not that broken.

i dont need a death sentance to know not to worry about what the future holds.
i live for the days, the hours, the minutes, the moments, the subtly of life all around me.

but im happier knowning im not dying. ha.