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When it comes down to it... I'm just a bad friend. Even in Twilight Town--the beach, the mansion. Hayner and Olette are here, but it's not the same. Hayner, Pence, Olette...
Everyone tells me to stop apologizing, but that's the only thing I know how to do. I don't think I can trust myself to just speak my mind, either. What would I say? We were never friends, and I guess now we never will be. Friends are... the people you build rafts with. The people you go to the beach with. The people you wouldn't abandon for your own stupid plans.
I guess I haven't changed much at all, really. I still walked away, thinking that I'd be helping, but... dunno.
Did I do the right thing?
...wow, it's almost been four months.
Everyone tells me to stop apologizing, but that's the only thing I know how to do. I don't think I can trust myself to just speak my mind, either. What would I say? We were never friends, and I guess now we never will be. Friends are... the people you build rafts with. The people you go to the beach with. The people you wouldn't abandon for your own stupid plans.
I guess I haven't changed much at all, really. I still walked away, thinking that I'd be helping, but... dunno.
Did I do the right thing?
...wow, it's almost been four months.