† 005 † Birthdays & Being Here
Maybe turning twenty would've felt different if I wasn't here? I barely even notice the days anymore, and if I hadn't actually been trying to figure out how long I'd been here without John [gone] I probably wouldn't have even noticed. All this crazy stuff just goes on around us, and we barely even take notice anymore.
I guess things were a lot more complicated back home, but here it still seems not exactly simple either.
Anyway if I'm still here next year and I turn legal drinking age? Then we'll see how different I feel. I just really hope I'm not here that long, missing people and trying to guess what they're going through is just getting to me a bit too much these days.
I guess things were a lot more complicated back home, but here it still seems not exactly simple either.
Anyway if I'm still here next year and I turn legal drinking age? Then we'll see how different I feel. I just really hope I'm not here that long, missing people and trying to guess what they're going through is just getting to me a bit too much these days.