Mar 30, 2007 01:56
I've made so many mistakes lately. Please forgive me, everyone. My last entry was a terrible misunderstanding. I must be... something of a fool to have even considered that possibility. I just... I never could have imagined the extent of the truth.
I met with Ienzo earlier this evening. Ienzo, but not. Something like him. The man I met speaks as I remember Ienzo did. He has the same eyes. Everything else has changed. And he didn't seem well, but at least he was willing to answer my questions... and for that I have to thank him.
Even if I can't believe it all.
I wouldn't do that to my master. I wouldn't do that. He took me in. He didn't have to and he did. I had nothing. I had nothing and he gave me a name, a room, the resources to research my own identity. He could have made me a servant after I'd recovered and instead I was treated like a... like upperclass. I don't know if I really wanted more or if that was a lie. Their lie, my own lie?
Lies then, but Ienzo had no reason to lie to me. It just... Doesn't make sense yet. Just a little over a week ago, I was at the Garden and there was nothing wrong. Knowledge is important, of course. It's always been important, but it wasn't... I wouldn't have done that. Even if the key was right there. I don't know if I could open... If I could use it.
Heartless. He said they were... creatures, creatures whose hearts have been corrupted. Taken by the darkness. Darkness, not like something material, but something... like night fall. Just there in everyone, just something that happens. But the night wouldn't end. It wasn't always night and darkness.
Is the key really worth that price?
Of course. Maybe. Never.
...
I tried to rest, but I keep noticing all these little details now that I overlooked before. I managed a few hours of sleep, but there were these dreams.
I'm sure the moon isn't... it isn't meant to be that shape at all. Or that color. Moons are usually... white, correct? White, sort of grey or light peach from the skyline?
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