[Private]
I can't sleep... How could this happen? He was... He was right there and now he isn't, and I don't know if I'll ever see him again. Why did this have to happen? I could have been all right without seeing him. I could have gone on thinking he was still alive and well and helping Angel and everyone.
But now I don't even have that. Now I just know he's dead and he's...he's dead. And I couldn't help him. All these things I'm supposed to be doing? Helping Sam and Dean, Peter, Buffy and Spike, Ryoki, Cordy, John... What have I actually done for any of them so far?
What's so different now? I told myself nothing could beat me. I survived Pylea. Thanks to this place, I've somehow survived death. But how do I survive Wesley's?
[/Private]
[John]
Hey, how are you feeling?
[/John]
[Peter]
I'm sorry. I can't help you figure out more about your pendant, not unless we can find a book on it here. Wesley's gone.
[/Peter]
[Cordelia]
About investigating again, have you spoken to Angel? Either way I think it's going to have to wait until we figure a way to keep Spike from hurting anyone.
[/Cordelia]
[Scoobies]
Wesley isn't here anymore. What's going to happen now? Is there another way to build the chip, or are we trying something else? I can still try to build it, but I'm not sure how much time I'll need.
[/Scoobies]