attempt number nineteen ♓ (dictated)

[autophoenix]

What's the longest somebody's gone without getting smacked by a loss on top of a loss in this place, anyway? I just came up on month five and already I have this feeling like the other shoe is waiting to drop. And, no offense to anyone with especially bad luck, but I'm kind of hoping it isn't bomb-like when it finally does

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[walkinthruwalls]

... You can get more?

[walkinthruwalls]

It could be a lot worse, I've just got to keep remembering that.

[autophoenix]

That's the best way to think about it, honestly. Especially if you've been through worse and can say it for sure.

[walkinthruwalls]

Unfortunately... yeah.

[autophoenix]

Hey. It's okay. Most people here have, so you're in good company. Better than you'd ever be anywhere else, probably.

[walkinthruwalls]

Yeah, it's just knowing that doesn't really help much. Yet anyway.

[autophoenix]

I guess the idea doesn't really sink in until you find someone you trust and talk about it.

[walkinthruwalls]

There's people here that I trust, from home, but there's not really a lot to say? We pretty much all know it.