jukebox selection E01 - The Memory Remains; Metallica
[Dean Winchester]
Hi again. I saw you talked to Chase and I figured maybe he wasn't the best source of information on me. [If the Auction Card was an indication of anything -- it was that Chase is not reliable for facts about Jo.]
I'll just skip over the awkward and jump into the fact that I know I'm dead. I don't know if Sam told you about when I showed up here, but threatened Sam with a shotgun and I hit Castiel with a bookend that first day. I thought it was all a trick of one of those angels that like to fuck around with people. Last thing I remember was sitting beside my mom. [She even still has the scars from the hounds. Even castle magic can't heal those.]
[a pause]
Anyway, if you don't want to talk to me or aren't ready to talk to me that's fine. I just thought I should at least say hi.
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[Jilly]
Want to go for pancakes?
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[Friends]
I know I haven't been around the castle -- and truth be told, I've only just now started to read back into the journal. I'm at my apartment in the city and any of you are welcome to drop by for a visit, if you like. It's just my way of keeping out of the crazy from the castle for a bit.
I just wanted to let you all know that I'm doin' alright.
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