i'm w/ philip right now. he's great. the end :)

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the day finally arived. i thought it'd never come, but i saw him drive away, so i know it's here. i miss him already. i'm trying so hard not to cry right now. i know this is the best thing for him, but it's still sad knowing that nothing will ever be the same again. i'm excited to know what it will become though, and i'm really excited about ( Read more... )

you ever ask yourself the question, "why"?...and you know you'll never get a real answer...

i don't think i've ever been more depressed.

i'm at work right now...just 'hanging out'. i'm learning how to work on the floor, and they've got nothing else for me to do for now, so they just told me to hang out. this job rocks my socks. oh yeah, i love my b/f.

and i saw the omen last night...it was a good free movie.

so...i'm sitting here, thinking about things...about my life, about other people's lives. i realize the pride i still have...even after i've been brought down so many notches, and may be in the same boat as some others. i find myself not being mad anymore about people changing. it happens, people change. not for the better, not for the worse... ( Read more... )

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i've decided i want a new look. i'm tired of being plane. it's time to spice things up a bit. whoever's out their reading this, help me out. these are the styles of thinking of right now...

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i ask the question why...and the only response i get, is because. which...is really the only logical response in this world. why do we do anything? because it just happens that way. is there really a choice involved? or just a response? one feels one way, so they do...they do not choose. they live...in the moment...not in the choice.