and i thought i wouldn't have to be with you...

[paper_flowers90]

i've been under an incredible amount of stress lately. i don't know what the deal is. it made me physically sick the other day. so, now, ontop of the emotional stress, my body is also telling me to chill out. i dunno...i haven't really had an appetite lately. what's up with that? i'm usually a pig. and now i find myself saying " no more!!!" after

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[bona89]

hey - don't hate yourself for that. you just love that guy soooo much! ;) Maybe the trust will come, after a little while, or after a longer one. and nobody's gonna shoot you, i'm too happy you're here!

I love me some shandawg

[amesjawesome]

The important thing is that you are self-analytical and at least trying to understand your emotions and sort out the "honest" ones from the ones that don't really make sense. You are on the right track. Don't give up.

Re: I love me some shandawg

[amesjawesome]

and you're so fucking paranoid because you haven't had the proper groundings for a healthy relationship by either of your parents, therefore leaving you feeling insecure and untrusting. Which is not your fault. However, you are still a bright, smart girl who has the power to build relationships despite the lack of love in the past, it will just be harder. But I am here to help guide you as I have overcome obstacles and am still overcoming obstacles and am the only person in the world who knows what your life has been like. So dont hate yourself because you have these feelings that are a natural reaction to your life. Grow, GROW MY LITTLE FLOWER! And there is no doubt in my mind that you will become a well-rounded human being capable of love and trust. This has been your daily watering.