Grandpa, nearly ninety years of age, sat feebly on the patio bench. He didn't move, just sat with his head down, staring at his hands. When I sat down beside him, he didn't acknowledge my presence and the longer I sat I wondered if he was OK. Finally, not really wanting to disturb him, but wanting to check on him at the same time, I asked him if he ( Read more... )

I don't know.... I hate summer. It makes me work out and I know that I'm just going to gain all of the weight back. I hate myself, I have absolutely no control over myself.

Fuck this.

All of the people that I once knew are losers.

yesterday was emilys birthday party. It was ok. She had a bunch of bitches over, but otherwise it was pretty good. Dennison, Jammie, and I went to go see over the hedge. It was cute. It is so totally time for me to go on summer break. I can't even focus in classes anymore. I just want to go on a bike ride or play ddr or something. ARG ( Read more... )

This sunday is my first performance of Diverse By Design. If anyone wants to come and see it, it will be Sunday the 21st at 8:00 in the Ypsi High Auditorium.

Also, if I seem a bit...irritible this week, please excuse me. Its going to be a really long week.

Apparently birthdays suck. Happy fucking birthday. I don't even think that three people have spoken to me today. I want to go home. I hate days that suck.

Today doesn't even feel like my birthday just yet. It feels like any other bad day.

If you don't want to hear me bitch, don't read this. This means Joey, because Joey is the only person who seems so pissed off about the way that I talk ( Read more... )

Let me give you all a quick fill in on how I'm doing since my last entry ( Read more... )

This is an update. It involves me saying, "hello." I don't really have anything else to say, other than the morning-after pill is something that I'm fucking sick of reading about. If I have to read about one more pharmacist in Texas that thinks the pill is immoral, I'm going to kill myself. Then we'll see what is immoral.

I'm in web tech class, and I'm exhausted. Its almost time to change classes, so I'm doing this to sit her and have something to do for the rest of the hour. I've been working like hell on my website, and I'm at a stuck place... grr.

I'm having issues right now. Everything feels like I can't complete it. I keep starting more projects, and then, here I am again! Not doing anything. I still haven't sent an email to gayle ( Read more... )