THE "F" WORD ( Read more... )

mike called me late last night. i havent heard from him since... i dont even remember. he... i didnt sleep for two hours after i hung up... i cried on ben's shoulder. and cried... why couldnt he be really gone? he says he is clean now, but... he moved from virginia back to oildale, and back into his aunt and uncle's house. and he calls me at some ( Read more... )

asvab = 87
gary = not hating me
robert = sooooo sweet
navy = temporarily delayed due to my eyesight (waiver pending)
situation = under control

so i commented on gary's journal, and he wrote back for me to leave him alone. i knew i would fuck it up... he was my best freind for the longest time, and now he hates me. but, what could i expect? going home high off my ass, yelling, leaving, killing myself and telling him that i had no reason to care... i really killed my relationship with him. ( Read more... )

*takes a REALLY deep breath ( Read more... )

i proudly extend my middle finger in your general direction, and pray for bad things to come your way. fuck you all.

so, probation, eh? yep. how'd you manage that? i fucking turned myself in so that mike wouldn't be the only one in trouble for the shit we pulled. ooooooh. yeah, and get this: i fucked him over even worse. how? because they only had him for one of our jobs, and i fessed up to three more. ouch. you have no idea ( Read more... )

fucking kyle, man. that son of a BITCH!!! let me start from the beginning. mike decided to take me up to this place he used to go camping at when he was a kid, called balch park - it's in the sequoia national forest - and we got going at about 4:30, 5:00 am on saturday. we were at the fastrip getting gas and the bastard drove by. i gave him the ( Read more... )

A - i am not only talking to my mom, i am hanging out with her and we are actually TALKING, not just, you know, talking. yay ( Read more... )

gone. in just a szec, i will officially change my locale on this here journal. i no longer live anywhere. i am legally a transient. i cannot exercise any of my previously mentioned options. i am, without a doubt, on my way. it may be awhile, but i will try to ud soon, just to let all my happy people know just what deep shit i deign to tell them i ( Read more... )