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[paintthinner]

its 3:30 im sitting herea lone, in my empty house... well i do have my kitty (slim). but shes not very talkative. anyways, ive been having problems with my boyfriend. i dont know what to do. maybe its just me, maybe im just being high maintence but still i cant help but wonder if he loves me as much as he used to... its really wierd because before

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hey

[moonlit_letter]

i know exactly how you feel. I've been there for way too long! It really sux when that happens, and you really don't want to be the only one putting your heart out, cuz ya don't want to get hurt. Maybe he just needs a little time to realize that you made your choice, and that you're not gonna hurt him again. It may take a little bit, but if you truly care for him, it'll be worth the wait! He'll come around, I'm sure of it! :)

Re: hey

[paintthinner]

man i hope so............. i love him a lot..... hes all freaked out cause of what happened with steve! damn my stupid attractions!

Re: hey

[moonlit_letter]

yeah. I know how you feel. I love steve so much, but I'm happy being just friends, if that'll make him truly happy. I care for him so much, I just want him to have what's best for him! I want him to be with whoever he feels he truly likes and loves. Sadly, I wish it were still me, but i love him enough to let him go. I'm sure though that ryan loves you too, he's probably still hurt. Just try to show him how much you care, and maybe he'll see how much you do truly love him! :)

Re: hey

[paintthinner]

yea! i remember that one night you were drunk and you called him and left that message on his phone! lol, that was reallty cute... you sounded so drunk and sincere and had a really sweet tone to your voice! lol it was awesome! ha i love you for that! if you really love him you will probably get him back