i went to elwyn today. had to sign some papers for volunteering. i didnt expect to start today. it was arts n crafts. i felt like a mother to 15 old geezers with slight retardation. but it was cute. dorothy was cute - i mixed red and white paint for her, for pink for her plaster heart. i helped georgie scribble and he told me to give his picture to ( Read more... )

i skined a rat all by myself yesterday - i named her lisa - jesse named her sally. she cut sally vaginal area all to hell. poor dead rat, how i really do feel for you. i swear jesse loves her rat so much, shes going to kiss it before its totally mangaled. im sitting in the same room as finn. i wish i could type like him ... it's so un professional ( Read more... )

i'm tired of people who sit there and complain about me - when they are the problem. talk bad about me, when it's their doing that made them at fault. i make one mistake that would've ended up looking bad in any direction i turn and i'm hated. but thats ok. i can deal with it all. i can deal with that. i can't please everyone. no one pleases me. i' ( Read more... )

these thoughts of mine, overpower all sense of reality. i dont even know whats real anymore. but does it matter? it never matters. continously drawing beautiful nothings, saving me from myself, i think of something. just one thing. one special thing. a special someone. my feelings are still the same, if not stronger. and yet, here i am alone ... ( Read more... )

I went to see Mae and Copeland last night at the TLA. It was freaking frigid. But all in all, it was a good time. I heart Mae <3 The lead singer Kenny from the starting line came out and sang with the lead singer from Mae when they played summertime. it was great ... his hair is now black and no longer blonde. Before the lead singer of Mae said ( Read more... )

this morning i slipped on a piece of soup and i fell in the shower and i tried to catch my balance but my stomach landed on the side and i got the wind knocked out of me ... and then somehow i hit my nose along the lines of this story and it wouldn't stop bleeding - i sat in the bathroom for like 2 hours straight and it still wouldnt stop, so i ( Read more... )

so, i need some punches in the face. i havent been feeling like doing anything but be a lazy ass kid. gah - though i am attempting to get a job ... i do have an application for the coffee beanry (hey, at least im trying) i was actually thinking last night - that at first i was a little shakey on this whole brett thing, you know, me being single for ( Read more... )

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so last night was fun. i met a lot of kick ass people and thats always fun. got drunk off my bum =-x but shh. i take alcohol very well, i'm very proud of myself. brett had a couple bands playing in his basement, dont remember who, but it sounded decent. brett wouldn't let me sleep last night. him and his ADD ... so im pooped as of now. he almost ( Read more... )

this is brett ... he says hi ... and no you cant touch him ... ps. - he got in a fight a little while ago ... so he's a little banged up here ...


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