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[painted_dom]

Considering what was posted at painted_whiskey today... You lot want to say anything to me? Now's your chance, as I don't like to talk about that much.

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[loozy]

I really really really want to yell at you right now.

[painted_dom]

I was trying to fix me. I know that I hurt him, and I feel miserable about that. I don't know if that's something either of us will completly get over. But what if I had stayed? We'd just have been miserable together, until it was too far gone to ever fix.

[loozy]

That's why I'm not yelling... I understand the motivation behind all of this...

I guess what you need is some time away... But could you've done it a bit more sensible, and less aprupt?

[painted_dom]

I regret it now. But things had already gone too far, and I didn't know what else to do. I needed to be on my own, and also to stop hurting him. I lied, though. Or... I was just very confused. I did still love him.

[surreality_fan]

how could you tell billy emma was 'ours' and then just off and leave with her. he always reminded you of the truth though, he knew things were not right either, he just saw it differently. he wanted to try to help fix you, but it wasn't something he could fix was it. my only question is how many people will you sleep with before you get back to your billy?

[painted_dom]

I don't know. I wanted Emma to be ours, but the truth of the matter is she didn't even feel mine. I needed a chance to get to know my own daughter before he did, and I didn't realize that sooner, for which I'm a bloody buggering idiot. But I do still love him. I always have. How could I not, when he's as perfect as he is? He always knows what I need and want more than I do, and you'd think by now I'd know to listen to him more (but don't tell him that, yeah? He has a big enough head these days as it is). And how many people do I sleep with? I'm ashamed to say there is someone. But oi! Ask Billy about his sleeping habits while I was gone. He got up to a lot more than I did!

[surreality_fan]

i don't even know if this reply is ever going to be seen, but i was feeling nostalgic and decided to creep around the old LJs here. there really was much more to the tale then was to be expected. both you and elijah royally fucked up your relationships but in the end, look what you ended up with. also? dude. billy with a girl and almost a baby. course that didn't last long after you showed back up. yay! for you and billy! but i do still almost feel bad for her. she was put to the curb rather quickly. if it weren't for her there would not have been a sketches and you wouldn't have walked back into billy's life so unexpectedly... for both of you.

i guess if all this didn't happen you wouldn't have ended up with a such an awesome roommate for a few months there. heh.