typical end of the year post--

[padmik]

i saw a few people doing this on tumblr and i don't post long personal stuff on tumblr.

nevertheless, i think i need one this time.

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[padmik]

sorry for the late reply. wonky lj :(

nevertheless, seriously, thank you susie ♥

and i thank you for being open about me coming to you if can which makes me feel a little better. i don't feel like i have a lot of people i can do that to without feeling weird about it.

i'm not exactly sure what might help me at this point but i can try to remember that. it gets hard sometimes to think of something simple like that and i'm always trying to escape inside my head.

and taking small steps. i tend to forget that as well since i'm always trying to think big and think ahead because not thinking of the present is my way of justifying the mental torture i guess.

i do feel slightly better though so again, thank you! you're seriously the greatest. and i love you too ♥

and happy new year haha~

[padmik]

ahh yeah... i just hate how they purposely try to destroy students. sucks :(

-hugs for eternity-

i go back next week sooo you'll definitely hear from me by the end of january lawl.

♥