hey! i love you damnit!cruel_emo_girlNovember 21 2004, 00:14:02 UTC
dont be sad my lovey dovey sweetheart!!!!!! i love you so0o0 much and and and.. its alot of lovin and i love you and stuff so no sad stuff cuz you'll make me cry and ive cried So0o0o0o0o much this weekend i reeli dont wanna do ti anymore.. ehy... fuck it in the butt with a duck.. twice.. sideways... mmkay???? i looooooove you so so so so so much!!!!!
I know it seems like it cant be solved at this moment in time...but I want to tell you the truth before I leave...all the advice I gave to you in the past was only inspiration for you to find your way through the Fog of Life...It couldn't have been me helping you because ultimately you have to make the effort to walk through the door presented to you. It was you all along...which proves to yourself that you have the ability to get yourself out of this and almost any other situation that might present itself to you, all you have to do is believe in yourself. If you have to, break the hand that is clenching so tightly. This is an internal conflict and you are FAR stronger than it; I have seen it in you on numerous occasions. This will have to be my final entry; it is a choice I have made in order to heal myself...When I can sustain myself...I will be back as your friend although you will only see me during school...My weekends are strictly my own now..No other contact of any kind until I am better...I wish I could tell you how long that
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~Ells
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