cristi!!! so that whole shpell sums up my life for you. we have so much in common its unbelieveable. i love you and i feel what your saying cause im going through the same shit. and hey dont cut yourself. no matter how bad it gets please dont do anything stupid. i know what i say probably doesnt mean that much to you but honestly i care about you and i dont want to see you do that to your body. I LOVE YOU and goodnite*
kori you have no clue how much i to0k that to heart...you are such an amazing friend my love..i used to cut reei bad and i stopped for a while but i started again and i havent in a while but the "urge" has been there ya know?? so im stopping myself from it...its all jsut a reeli bad addiction...but it reeli makes me feel go0d to know that yotu care...i love you hunnie and we should talk sometime mmk?? call me sometime...we DO have a lot more in common than it seems huh...♥ ♥ ♥
Cristi, I'm really sorry you have to go through all this & feel like this. No matter what, don't cut on yourself or do anything harmful to yourself, it's just not worth it. It will get better, I promise you. It may take a while, but it will be better. Like I told you, I'm always here for you no matter what. You can talk to me about anything you need/want to. I'll listen & I can assure you I won't tell the whole world about it. There's a lot of people that really care about you, including me. You're an awesome person, please don't ever change. Life brings ups & downs..and this is one of the downs..and you'll get through it babe. Hang in there. iloveyou.
sweetie i love you so much...you've been with me thru a lot...mostly in PE last year...and i reeli appreciate it...i know to0 many ppl that would have been like "fuck, this chick is psycho" and bounce...but my go0d friends have never done that to me..and you are one of those friends...thank you for helping me thru all teh dark times...i love you so much..
im reli sorrie that we dont see eachother more often...i think we need to...
I love you so much! i kno u dont wanna hear this shit but hang in there, for reals. like i said before, ive been through this shit myself. it was the story of my life for 2 1/2 years. but things do start to look up, i promise. i know someday seems like it will take forever but it wont. its not a date u can mark on ur calendar and wait for, i wish it was that easy, but its not. one day u wake up like any normal day n by the the time u go to sleep that night ur thinking of that great guy u met somewhere inbetween. and as far as razor blades go, good thing ur puttin that away. i went through that too n all it does is make u feel okay for a few minutes but when it stops bleeding and u have scars its just a constant reminder of why u did it in the first place and they are depressing to look at, so plllease keep that razor blade put away. i love u so much n u dont deserve to be in this pain but it will get better! CIAO TWIN!
aww babes i love you...i just hope that day comes sometime so0n...the razorblade is away...and my scars are enough to make me throw up...but right now a rubber band on my wrist is keeping me from doing those things..thank god...its like...i KNOW what it does to me...i KNOW what it does to the ppl that love me...but it doesnt stop...hmmm...i always feel so drained and weak after...grr...but its done...hopefully for go0d this time...i lvoe you babe..ur my twin and i think we need to see eachother sometime so0n...
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October 25 2004, 18:06:56 UTC
I dont have much time, I gotta go to night school, but I needed to hear the good news about the Blades (had a crappy day and needed good news), their evil. and u better get ready cuz i AM going to ask what the 'lesser thing' is. I wouldn't be a good friend if I didn't care. but not here or now, its not the time or place to discuss such things. but the time will come and I will want to know. you dont have to tell me but I will ask. im not trying to be nosy or anything...i just dont want anything bad to happen, ya know
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I'm really sorry you have to go through all this & feel like this. No matter what, don't cut on yourself or do anything harmful to yourself, it's just not worth it. It will get better, I promise you. It may take a while, but it will be better. Like I told you, I'm always here for you no matter what. You can talk to me about anything you need/want to. I'll listen & I can assure you I won't tell the whole world about it. There's a lot of people that really care about you, including me. You're an awesome person, please don't ever change. Life brings ups & downs..and this is one of the downs..and you'll get through it babe. Hang in there. iloveyou.
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im reli sorrie that we dont see eachother more often...i think we need to...
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love always
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