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So, you know how this works. I get a fandom, I write a fic, it goes out of my system. Hopefully. Argh. Yay for a shiny new set of tags.
Title: The Rules Which We Abide By
Fandom: The Matrix
Pairing: Neo/Smith
Length: 737 words
Rating: Max 15 for swears
Status: Done with.
Notes: Written with Little of Your Time - Maroon 5 on repeat. Adoration, love and devotion to who without I wouldn't have even watched the movies. Now crossposted at AO3 here.
Neo likes the Matrix.
The rules mean nothing there.
he can fly, for fuck’s sake
No absolutes. No shades of grey. No definite. A myriad of opportunity.
He’s sick of saving the world.
He took the risk.
a gambling man who can see every possibility
They freeze and lock and Smith judges his next move.
Neo wets his lips. “Who dictated that this is all we can be?”
He trusted himself. He’d seen they will happen and therefore it is irrevocable; seeing the signs in a demented character study, examining a piece of software, picking up body language in a bodiless being. Neo’s no computer genius, but he likes to think he knows something.
Smith’s idea of a response is a broken fibula and a haemmorage.
wrong again, Mr Anderson, and Neo regrets
With dark glasses hiding synthetic eyes, it’s easy to get your wires crossed.
but can’t forget
Neo devises the scene that never happened. It involves sex. Lots of sex. No words. Sex.
And something to do with a spoon.
He’s punched him; the knowledge they can touch is enough in itself and he only needs his hand to come.
Asimov.
The ghost in the machine.
an opening?
He asks Morpheus.
“Just because they’re machines, does that mean they can’t feel?”
Morpheus shakes his head. “Don’t, Neo. It’s easier if you think of it that way.”
He returns unsatisfied to the meniality of his task, washing or fixing or drying or fucking. He wonders what sentiment Morpheus thinks he’s referring to; if anyone has ever had the predicament he’s in now.
A moment in battle.
They pause in suspension.
Neo spits around bloodied teeth. “Can you feel my hand? Can you feel my touch? Can you feel anything?”
His fingers clamp angrily and relax.
Smith smiles. “Tell me, Mr Anderson. How do you describe colour to the blind man?”
“I wanna tell you a little secret; being the one is just like being in love. No one needs to tell you you are in love, you just know it, through and through.”
Neo merely thinks two words;
If only.
With nothing similar to regret, Neo enters the Matrix and is obvious.
attracting the attention of the devil
“Goodday, Mr Anderson.”
Neo’s fingers twitch. “You’re not attacking me.”
“Neither are you; no, I calculated this was not the appropriate response to your emergence.” His head slanted. “Why are you here, Mr Anderson?”
“Do you have to ask?”
“Clearly.”
They’d be pacing if that didn’t reveal their weakness. “Are you calling your Agents?”
“Are you calling yours?”
Neo moved his head once. “They don’t know I’m here. I disguise the codes.”
“Where do they think you are?”
“Argentina. On top of a mountain.”
“How quaint.”
“The goats don’t think so.”
They pause and stare. Smith takes off his glasses.
“Why are you here, Agent Smith?” he asks softly.
Smith looks at him. “To marvel at the beauty of the world.”
Neo looks up
maybe, just maybe
something in the eyes?
“It becomes apparent our objectives are, for once, conjoined; consequentially, the following actions should be similarly so, should they not?”
Neo’s mouth dries and he nods. He takes him to a rooftop and nobody sees.
but they do, and by then the damage is done;
gonna make you feel it; can you still feel it?
And how to separate the emotion and the act?
Neo discovers he can still sleep in the Matrix by waking up.
Smith is gone when he does.
Neo dissipates into reality.
It becomes the norm.
(synthetic) tongue on his collarbone
his hands on (synthetic) hips
somehow, it’s not meaningless.
Still, it haunts him.
Can he feel it?
He’ll never know.
He always makes sure to do it late.
rendezvous with the devil (so sly) on a midnight pact; he’s ashamed of his nonexistent defences
Afterwards, he buries the event deep in the machine; paralleling the clickclock of his mechanical heart.
A while later, he goes into a sim and beats up a few bad guys and feels better.
Whilst moral absolutes return with the newfound emotion, Neo’s not ready to transgress into shades of grey. Not yet.
it’d be useful, though;
he doesn’t hate him, not anymore
but he loves Trinity
The wonder of discerning between the real and the nonexistent; Trinity and Smith.
He’s no philosopher, and it would take an eternity to decipher.
Besides, he’s always preferred the emotionless fuck.
“Please don’t leave, stay in bed, touch my body instead; I’ll make you feel it, can you still feel it?”
Title: The Rules Which We Abide By
Fandom: The Matrix
Pairing: Neo/Smith
Length: 737 words
Rating: Max 15 for swears
Status: Done with.
Notes: Written with Little of Your Time - Maroon 5 on repeat. Adoration, love and devotion to who without I wouldn't have even watched the movies. Now crossposted at AO3 here.
Neo likes the Matrix.
The rules mean nothing there.
he can fly, for fuck’s sake
No absolutes. No shades of grey. No definite. A myriad of opportunity.
He’s sick of saving the world.
He took the risk.
a gambling man who can see every possibility
They freeze and lock and Smith judges his next move.
Neo wets his lips. “Who dictated that this is all we can be?”
He trusted himself. He’d seen they will happen and therefore it is irrevocable; seeing the signs in a demented character study, examining a piece of software, picking up body language in a bodiless being. Neo’s no computer genius, but he likes to think he knows something.
Smith’s idea of a response is a broken fibula and a haemmorage.
wrong again, Mr Anderson, and Neo regrets
With dark glasses hiding synthetic eyes, it’s easy to get your wires crossed.
but can’t forget
Neo devises the scene that never happened. It involves sex. Lots of sex. No words. Sex.
And something to do with a spoon.
He’s punched him; the knowledge they can touch is enough in itself and he only needs his hand to come.
Asimov.
The ghost in the machine.
an opening?
He asks Morpheus.
“Just because they’re machines, does that mean they can’t feel?”
Morpheus shakes his head. “Don’t, Neo. It’s easier if you think of it that way.”
He returns unsatisfied to the meniality of his task, washing or fixing or drying or fucking. He wonders what sentiment Morpheus thinks he’s referring to; if anyone has ever had the predicament he’s in now.
A moment in battle.
They pause in suspension.
Neo spits around bloodied teeth. “Can you feel my hand? Can you feel my touch? Can you feel anything?”
His fingers clamp angrily and relax.
Smith smiles. “Tell me, Mr Anderson. How do you describe colour to the blind man?”
“I wanna tell you a little secret; being the one is just like being in love. No one needs to tell you you are in love, you just know it, through and through.”
Neo merely thinks two words;
If only.
With nothing similar to regret, Neo enters the Matrix and is obvious.
attracting the attention of the devil
“Goodday, Mr Anderson.”
Neo’s fingers twitch. “You’re not attacking me.”
“Neither are you; no, I calculated this was not the appropriate response to your emergence.” His head slanted. “Why are you here, Mr Anderson?”
“Do you have to ask?”
“Clearly.”
They’d be pacing if that didn’t reveal their weakness. “Are you calling your Agents?”
“Are you calling yours?”
Neo moved his head once. “They don’t know I’m here. I disguise the codes.”
“Where do they think you are?”
“Argentina. On top of a mountain.”
“How quaint.”
“The goats don’t think so.”
They pause and stare. Smith takes off his glasses.
“Why are you here, Agent Smith?” he asks softly.
Smith looks at him. “To marvel at the beauty of the world.”
Neo looks up
maybe, just maybe
something in the eyes?
“It becomes apparent our objectives are, for once, conjoined; consequentially, the following actions should be similarly so, should they not?”
Neo’s mouth dries and he nods. He takes him to a rooftop and nobody sees.
but they do, and by then the damage is done;
gonna make you feel it; can you still feel it?
And how to separate the emotion and the act?
Neo discovers he can still sleep in the Matrix by waking up.
Smith is gone when he does.
Neo dissipates into reality.
It becomes the norm.
(synthetic) tongue on his collarbone
his hands on (synthetic) hips
somehow, it’s not meaningless.
Still, it haunts him.
Can he feel it?
He’ll never know.
He always makes sure to do it late.
rendezvous with the devil (so sly) on a midnight pact; he’s ashamed of his nonexistent defences
Afterwards, he buries the event deep in the machine; paralleling the clickclock of his mechanical heart.
A while later, he goes into a sim and beats up a few bad guys and feels better.
Whilst moral absolutes return with the newfound emotion, Neo’s not ready to transgress into shades of grey. Not yet.
it’d be useful, though;
he doesn’t hate him, not anymore
but he loves Trinity
The wonder of discerning between the real and the nonexistent; Trinity and Smith.
He’s no philosopher, and it would take an eternity to decipher.
Besides, he’s always preferred the emotionless fuck.
“Please don’t leave, stay in bed, touch my body instead; I’ll make you feel it, can you still feel it?”