I'm not sure what hurts most, knowing that my best friend doesn't want to make time for me at all...or knowing that she would abandon me completely for her boyfriend. ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. It was a major let down im not goingto lie. you know, its like, I understadn she wants to spend time with him and be with him, and i understand that we're only ( Read more... )

Ah this weekend, was simply amazing and thats all there was to it. I went home because it was Mike's birthday weekend and everyone was going home, our entire crew minus Zach and Chris, who I really missed this weekend by the way. I cant beleive how much fun it was just to be back with my best friends, those boys, seriously are the best friend I ( Read more... )

ahhh i get to see marie todayy AHHH!!

its going to be so weird.I havent seen her in three months. Jesus thats weird. Its so weird. I'm like nervous to see her, not like im nervous, its just a weird feeling.

Watching the notebook makes me want to fall in love. But love is so far off in my view. Love, ha. I can't even get past like for more than a week. I guess you could say I'm not the best in that category, simply put, never will be. One day. It just is an absolutely adorable movie, and I wonder if I'll ever fall in love like that. I kind of hope so ( Read more... )

College. What a ridiculous thing. Actually, its kind of a fun thing, if you think about it. I feel like ive turned into an alcoholic. I drink so much here, I like never drank at home. Here. i Feel like I'm always drunkkk.

I'm never that girl that guys walk past and call hot. Not like yuo really want to be hot. well actually yea yuo do. You want to be that girl that every guy wants. It's like I look at pictures of my sister and my two girl cousins. Kate is a lot of makeup and shit, but like she is beautiful. And she knows it, she's a princess. She knows exactly how ( Read more... )

 I<3 my bestest friend surangel lauriello to the moon and back forever andever and ever! yuupp!

So generally speaking I am perhaps, not the smartest girl in the world. Hmm...go back a few months, I feel like this entry beginning sounds slightly familiar. or maybe its because i wrote it in my head before. who knows. maybe im just losing my mind. Maybe, who knows. I'm not the smartest, because I can't play my game right. I can't win. I can't ( Read more... )

I'm an asshole realllyy. Last night was homecoming up at school. We had to play before the game and at halftime. And of course I was a fuckup and dropped my drumstick during the half time show, and made a total ass out of myself durin the 44 set of Scotland the Brave and Wings. Helloooo assholee! oh well it was okay, i wanted to die of absolute ( Read more... )

I really want to home. dont get me wrong i love my friends here, i love college. everything here is great ( Read more... )