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Worries about homelessness. Not sure how to cope with that possibility. Nervous and anxious and I just wish I didn't have such a fucked up family that didn't pay bills so now we're losing our home. I have 2 dogs, which makes it 1000 times harder to find a place to live. I am going to start looking into a place but I doubt they will allow two large ( Read more... ) -
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I've been feeling really really down lately. It's a dark place my mind has been hiding out in. I'm financially strapped and have nowhere to turn. Feeling really vulnerable and insecure. Going to try to sell clothes to make some cash. Praying so hard that I can get rid of some clutter and make some cash.
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In October 2010 my mom tried to commit suicide. She has been manic and depressed since. She has also worked in the medical field for 30 years and has convinced her doctors she is fine.
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Prepped and ready for hurricane sandy. School has been cancelled for the next two days, I'm hoping we keep power. We have two Rubbermaid tubs full of water and then about 4 gallons in the house. 6 boxes of cereal and a lot of canned goods. And bread, cheese, etc. hoping we don't need provisions but if we do we can last a few days...
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Today has been a struggle. Too much caffiene and napping yesterday turned into a sleepless night and a tired day. Hoping for a better day tomorrow :/
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The last three months either during or after girls night I have found myself sobbing. I look around and everyone seems to have their shit together and I just don't. I feel like such a fuck up and a disappointment.
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Advancedstyle.blogspot.com best fashion blog I've seen in ages. It makes me want to be 70 and fabulous.
I'm struggling financially right now. Remind me that this too shall pass. I sold a bunch of clothes and have more to sell. Looking forward to downsizing my wardrobe a bit.
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From the natural female form blog...
Self-loathing is not a fucking character-builder. It doesn’t make you stronger. It doesn’t make you better. It’s just an ever-deepening, creepy-ass trap; a trap that is a huge moneymaker for corporations that do not have and never will have good intentions. You’re not disgusting. You’re not freakish. You’re not ugly. And you’re never going to be ( Read more... )
