Well today started off with me waking up to Clay Aiken playing on my cd player. Then I went to the restroom, got something to eat, went back to bed, talked on the computer, ate some more, and watched tv.

Welp looky looky at these scary and sexxy pictures. I think we all shoudl become sexxy models!!!!

I miss the nights of have Shawn coming over at like 10:00 @ night and staying till like 1:00 or later in the morning. Or even coming at like 11:00 or 11:30! Shawn was the only person she ever let come over basicly anytime he wanted to and I just miss that. I was always with Shawn or I used to anyways!!!

Here are some pictures of my sexxy friend ( Read more... )

I just wish that sometimes people would understand how much I miss very good friends Shawn Martindale! Hes was a one in a million. Jordan and Joshua are my bestfriends. Shawn may not have been but, he is one of the best though ( Read more... )

Like Omg whoaness dude, my life is sooooo weird anymore and everything is mest up with my life and my families too. I have like lost maybe 4 or more of my friends just because I am not good or cool enough for them and because of me being Bisexual. Why is it so wrong to be the way that i am, I mean gosh I don't steriotype or descriminate against ( Read more... )

I fucking might as well stop writing in my god damn fucking journal anymore. No one fucking reads the mother fucker and no one ever fucking responds to the motherfucker either! ! ! ! Grrr... people SUCK BALLS or are BALL LICKERS! ! ! As Jay and Silent Bob would say that is.

*~* Till I Awake *~*

*~* From this Nightmare *~*

Love,

Ciara

Well hey I like just found an old note from a very old friend of mine! Whenever I read it, thoughts start to run through my mind. I sometimes wonder if she was really my friend or just hung out with me because. She either felt sorry for me, or she was bored, or she didn't have anyone that day in the neighborhood to hang out with that day! I really ( Read more... )

OMG okay Wed. I was on the phone for like ever with my friend Brandon, Greg, Robert, and their friends Herby, Ashley, and some other girl. Then that other girl got off and then Nicci got on there and talked to us but, after a while got off the phone. I had asked Herby for his number and told him I wanted to talk to him sometime and get to know him ( Read more... )

I have the tightest journal thanks to AUDREY. I love ya girl your the tightest fo shizzle and I don't know what I would do without you Audrey as my friend!

THANKS AUDREY K. YOUR THE BESTEST! ! ! !

<333

Ciara,

Well yester was the usual family get together. I always am either sick or I have hurt myself. I also always do something to mess something up because I am just such an idiot and i'm not smart like I wish I was. I also have like no friends to talk to and my bestfriends Joshua and Jordan have been to busy to talk to me. Joshua finally got his phone ( Read more... )