*Stop telling me what I want to hear*

Ugh, I absolutely HATE being like this. Constantly feeling like a piece of shit. Then every now and then I crack a smile but it never lasts, it never lasts.

-->>I don't know what I want anymore; I thought I did, but I guess not<<--

This entry is basically pointless, and I'm sorry you had to read it.

fuck.

what is wrong with me lately? im always sad, or pissed off. i have an attitude with everyone who doesn't deserve it. i cry for no reason at all. i stare off into space and when people ask me whats wrong i have no answer. how is it possible to not know that answer? am i that complex i cant figure myself out? then something actually goes right and i ( Read more... )

shit day.

except for 4th period! CARRI I LOVE THE BOOK!!!

Am I ( Read more... )

About 15 people want to kick my ass........again. *sigh* the wonderful life of Caitlin. How does it feel to know me? but this time its special, because just about the whole school knows. I have had 3 people in the last hour tell me (like i didnt know) what was going on. ahh terrific.

May 6, 2005.
The best night like hmm......ever!

=)

Everyone's so full of shit.
Born and raised by hypocrits.

well, im in 5th. period and me and nikki came to the media. ugh im not having a very good day, even this morning I wasn't feeling bubbly, lol. mmm we got to eat our dirt and worms in 3rd today those are yummylicious! well i guess i better go do my "research" now.