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[overbear]

Today I walked into his office to start my job...not as his replacement but as a fill in, I could never replace him. I closed the door...and cried...FUCK YOU GOD! even if I believed in you, I would hate you. FUCK GOD! just FUCK OFF...

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[blackswan666]

I know, bro... I know. I've been all over the map emotionally since I found out. :(

[booga1]

Oh man.

This sounds like the hardest job in the world to me at the moment. I cannot imagine how harsh that has got to be on you. For your sake, I'm glad there's a door and privacy when you need it.

*hugs*

[wildw0lf]

Woah, what happened at work?

[akita_inus]

*HUGS*

[canid_anubis]

Yeah, I can't imagine what it is like in your shoes there. I only knew him from the online world all these years, and his passing has really been a rather non-stop thought for these past days. There is a loss here for those that knew him well, as well as to multiple communities as a whole, that people just won't understand as they wouldn't have known all that he did or all those that he helped, befriended, or brought into his family.
He will be missed and I am sorry for your loss there. He is lucky to have surrounded himself with so many other strong and good people, many of which might never have otherwise seen themselves as 'good', I think, but I think he brought that out in everyone. He clearly had a good run here and led by a great example.
Best of luck on whatever you're needed to do there at the office. I know it must be tough. *hugs*