Happy St. Patrick's Day ( Read more... )

Somehow, buying $200 worth of makeup and fragrance will make me feel better about life... JUST WATCH ME TRY!

I'm pretty sure the proponolol is at too small of a dose to actually help, but I'm not really sure. Everything stresses me out.

OH MY GOD, HEART, STOP BEATING OUT OF MY CHEST.

Not going to my eight a.m. class or the following lab, since I haven't been able to fall asleep and would have to wake up in two and a half hours. UGH. I really hate insomnia. I haven't been hit with it in years. It's really easy to fall asleep when you're snuggled in someone's arms... Or you just took Tylenol PM. But I didn't want to mix that with ( Read more... )

Today I realized just how creepy and fucked up it is that you can say you loved someone for four years, but when they call you crying, saying they want to die, you have to hang up... because you have homework to do (on a Friday, no less).

JK. I'm so over it. It's actually probably good ( Read more... )

So, the Lexapro seems to finally be kicking in so that I now have no real emotions anymore, which may be irritating in the future, but I'm thankful for it at this time. Also, I have a prescription for proponolol, which will hopefully be able to keep panic attacks at a minimum. Hopefully it works because the only reason they bother me is that it's ( Read more... )

How can you not care enough about a person to want to be with them, but then still say you care enough that that same person shouldn't hurt themselves on the sole basis that you care about them ( Read more... )

OHMYGOD, SELF, STOP GETTING DRUNK AND MAKING TERRIBLE DECISIONS. I HATE YOU.

Does anyone have an okcupid account? I made one sometime this week and all I get are creepers messaging me.